Upsetting News for my XAH has got me all triggered
I guess this would apply to me as well, and I do not mean to hijack the thread at all, but I just want to say that what makes me think that "one more time" will be different is that at one point, "one more time" was different for me when I kept falling and needing help to get back up. There came at time that I finally grasped onto that help and stayed up.
That's what I am hoping for in my insanity.
That's what I am hoping for in my insanity.
Just for my own clarification, you did say you are not an addict and/or alcoholic, correct?
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So, no ... I do not believe I am an addict/alcoholic.
My phrasing was meant to convey that I cannot and will not turn my back on someone I love and care about, as long as he is trying to get his sh*t together. Conversely, when I discovered he had relapsed, I told him then that if was going to continue to use at all, I couldn't stay on that roller coaster with him anymore. I told him I love him, I always wanted what's best for him, and I wouldn't watch him self-destruct.
But to be honest, he has no one else in his life other than his mother, me and his sister (who is also an addict). He has no friends due to all of his friends being druggies and he has no contact with them anymore.
I was thrilled last night, however, to hear that he is finally seeking a sponsor in his NA program. He also re-established his sobriety at his meeting, admitting that he fell and relapsed after 364 days of sobriety, and vowed to do 90 meetings in 90 days. I told him how proud I was of him, which I am ... so proud I could just burst!
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