kermit

AH called and asked if I wanted his flight information. I said "no , I don't need it" I guess he leaves on friday the 13th, he said how ironic huh? I say "no, it's just another day.
I'm upset, happy and mad all at the same time. What a idiot

BohemiMamaof3

((Kermit)))

Janitw

(((((kermit))))) Stay Strong

Janit

splendra

be gentle with yourself(((((Kermit))))

marriedithink

Isn't it fun? I never new I could feel so many emotions at the same time. You're doing great Kermit.

blizzard77

Thinking of you. Hang in there.

kermit

Thanks everyone.... He doesn't leave untill next week I have to wait 1 whole week. Yuck! I want him to leave now. Now that i have come to terms that it is going to happen

elizabeth1979

Kermit, I have to say that this..was well done!!

So so well done in fact. Good job not getting sucked in!

Cynay

Sucked in is the word to pay attention too....

Seems to me he is fishing.... Waiting and wanting you to feed his ego by doing whatever it is that you use to do.

I know for myself one of the things I hate the most cuz it hurts is when Im "unimportant" to my ex-SO.... When I feel I was disposiable to them, that is when the most wicked of my codi traits would kick in.... Sounds to me like he does not like that you are moving on.

Keep up the good recovery... how does it go ..... Today will not show anyone Im hurt, I maybe hurt, but I will not show it.

Pick-a-name

(((Kermit)))

kermit

Thanks, I just got off the phone with him. He said he can't sleep i say why. He doesn't know. He is so depressed, I ask why, I thought you were happy with your plans "new life" ect..he says yes there is a part of me that is happy but not completely happy. He asked if I sleep I say yes I have no problem. I work hard play hard clean hard man I'm so wiped out by the end of the day I sleep great. There is so much of this that is painfull but I'm so happy knowing that I can do this on my own. Yes I will still get depressed but right now I'm just looking forward to him going away. We might get some peace.
He needs people around him that love him and will support him,,,funny He had all that and so much more.......This guy gets my Blood Pressure up.

mazey

They can make us crazy with them, and then a little after they are gone.....but it will get better, Kermit. Keep focused, don't let him pull on those heartstrings.

JessicaNAJ

((((Kermit))))

Hang in there...you are doing wonderfully

kermit

Having trouble sleeping. SO much going on in my head. Things, words years just keep playing over and over in my head. I also think of my future.I know I'm okay. Money situation is ugly everytime I think I jump ahead another bill comes. But Thats okay no one is taking the house away...(we may not have electricity but I'm a candle lover so We can still see in the dark) JK of course... Thank you all for this place, writing this helps me so much.. I'm going back to bed......

mallowcup

This is his choice.

kermit

I got some sleeep after I wrote here last night.. Thanks. Busy day, son to the dentist I have to go to my attorneys and pick up some paper work and then I'm off to work. Have a great day everyone.. Oh, I think I will ignore his calls today

blizzard77

You're doing so good. Keep up the good work. Your strength is inspiring to me.