Need some practical advice...
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Need some practical advice...
I've posted here a few times while trying to navigate thru the maze of my boyfriend's addictions and I've read as many posts as possible so I don't know why I feel so completely lost about what to do. It mainly concerns our 11month old daughter. My boyfriend is a poly-substance abuser and alcoholic. He is in a great recovery program, but just cannot seem to stay sober. He has been in the program about 6mo, maybe longer, and has not managed to stay sober longer than 4-5 weeks. He went in for alcoholism and has recently (abt a month ago) relapsed with heroin. He managed to clean out our small bank account within days. The program is aware and they are working with him but today I caught him smoking heroin and see that he has taken a lot of money AGAIN. I asked him to leave the house (like I do every time he relapses).
He has relapsed so many times in the nearly 5yrs I have been with him that I don't think he will EVER stay sober.
His parents gave me the money that he took a month ago and they may help me again but I'm not positive. I understand that it is not THEIR problem and I know they are doing it for their granddaughters sake. Here is my main question; should I file for sole custody and child support?
I'm sure it's not a huge surprise to read that he doesn't have a full time job. I do. I am also paycheck to paycheck and my finances cannot withstand him sabotaging us EVER again.
We have a counseling session set up with his program coordinator for day after tomorrow and I'm going to ask her some of these same questions...but I sometimes get the feeling that she has been "snowed" by my boyfriend (as he does to EVERYONE- they can't believe that such a bright, charming, sweet, funny guy has caused such tragedy in my life) and I'm afraid she doesn't understand how grave my situation with my boyfriend is...
I love my boyfriend, but the only person whose feelings and safety matter are my daughter's.
He wants to get back on Suboxone and to be honest, I'm not sure I want that back in our lives too! It's just another drug.
Have any of you been through a similar situation with kids involved? What did you do? What do you wish you had done? I don't want to be going thru all of the same stuff in another 6mo...1yr...5yrs...This is not how I EVER imagined my life to be. It's heart wrenching and I feel like I just cannot take anymore. I'm sad for my daughter that her dad can't stay sober. I carry so much guilt about that and just want to do the best I can for her.
He has relapsed so many times in the nearly 5yrs I have been with him that I don't think he will EVER stay sober.
His parents gave me the money that he took a month ago and they may help me again but I'm not positive. I understand that it is not THEIR problem and I know they are doing it for their granddaughters sake. Here is my main question; should I file for sole custody and child support?
I'm sure it's not a huge surprise to read that he doesn't have a full time job. I do. I am also paycheck to paycheck and my finances cannot withstand him sabotaging us EVER again.
We have a counseling session set up with his program coordinator for day after tomorrow and I'm going to ask her some of these same questions...but I sometimes get the feeling that she has been "snowed" by my boyfriend (as he does to EVERYONE- they can't believe that such a bright, charming, sweet, funny guy has caused such tragedy in my life) and I'm afraid she doesn't understand how grave my situation with my boyfriend is...
I love my boyfriend, but the only person whose feelings and safety matter are my daughter's.
He wants to get back on Suboxone and to be honest, I'm not sure I want that back in our lives too! It's just another drug.
Have any of you been through a similar situation with kids involved? What did you do? What do you wish you had done? I don't want to be going thru all of the same stuff in another 6mo...1yr...5yrs...This is not how I EVER imagined my life to be. It's heart wrenching and I feel like I just cannot take anymore. I'm sad for my daughter that her dad can't stay sober. I carry so much guilt about that and just want to do the best I can for her.
LovesBulldogs,
Your feelings and safety matters too. Do what you need to do to protect your funds. Envisioning a hula hoop around you and your child is good imagery to keep yourself focused on what you can control and what is your responsibility.
Your feelings and safety matters too. Do what you need to do to protect your funds. Envisioning a hula hoop around you and your child is good imagery to keep yourself focused on what you can control and what is your responsibility.
he has his own agenda and it does NOT involve you or the children, only in what he can TAKE from you. that means your kids have only one sober responsible parent to protect them - and that is you. you simply HAVE to cut him off from all available sources of funds that you need to provide for your children.....THEIR health and safety, security and peace MUST come first. they aren't getting extra CHANCES, they are small helpless victims.
You can do what is best for her. It may end up not being the easy road, but you CAN.
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I've posted here a few times while trying to navigate thru the maze of my boyfriend's addictions and I've read as many posts as possible so I don't know why I feel so completely lost about what to do. It mainly concerns our 11month old daughter. My boyfriend is a poly-substance abuser and alcoholic. He is in a great recovery program, but just cannot seem to stay sober. He has been in the program about 6mo, maybe longer, and has not managed to stay sober longer than 4-5 weeks. He went in for alcoholism and has recently (abt a month ago) relapsed with heroin. He managed to clean out our small bank account within days. The program is aware and they are working with him but today I caught him smoking heroin and see that he has taken a lot of money AGAIN. I asked him to leave the house (like I do every time he relapses).
He has relapsed so many times in the nearly 5yrs I have been with him that I don't think he will EVER stay sober.
His parents gave me the money that he took a month ago and they may help me again but I'm not positive. I understand that it is not THEIR problem and I know they are doing it for their granddaughters sake. Here is my main question; should I file for sole custody and child support?
I'm sure it's not a huge surprise to read that he doesn't have a full time job. I do. I am also paycheck to paycheck and my finances cannot withstand him sabotaging us EVER again.
We have a counseling session set up with his program coordinator for day after tomorrow and I'm going to ask her some of these same questions...but I sometimes get the feeling that she has been "snowed" by my boyfriend (as he does to EVERYONE- they can't believe that such a bright, charming, sweet, funny guy has caused such tragedy in my life) and I'm afraid she doesn't understand how grave my situation with my boyfriend is...
I love my boyfriend, but the only person whose feelings and safety matter are my daughter's.
He wants to get back on Suboxone and to be honest, I'm not sure I want that back in our lives too! It's just another drug.
Have any of you been through a similar situation with kids involved? What did you do? What do you wish you had done? I don't want to be going thru all of the same stuff in another 6mo...1yr...5yrs...This is not how I EVER imagined my life to be. It's heart wrenching and I feel like I just cannot take anymore. I'm sad for my daughter that her dad can't stay sober. I carry so much guilt about that and just want to do the best I can for her.
He has relapsed so many times in the nearly 5yrs I have been with him that I don't think he will EVER stay sober.
His parents gave me the money that he took a month ago and they may help me again but I'm not positive. I understand that it is not THEIR problem and I know they are doing it for their granddaughters sake. Here is my main question; should I file for sole custody and child support?
I'm sure it's not a huge surprise to read that he doesn't have a full time job. I do. I am also paycheck to paycheck and my finances cannot withstand him sabotaging us EVER again.
We have a counseling session set up with his program coordinator for day after tomorrow and I'm going to ask her some of these same questions...but I sometimes get the feeling that she has been "snowed" by my boyfriend (as he does to EVERYONE- they can't believe that such a bright, charming, sweet, funny guy has caused such tragedy in my life) and I'm afraid she doesn't understand how grave my situation with my boyfriend is...
I love my boyfriend, but the only person whose feelings and safety matter are my daughter's.
He wants to get back on Suboxone and to be honest, I'm not sure I want that back in our lives too! It's just another drug.
Have any of you been through a similar situation with kids involved? What did you do? What do you wish you had done? I don't want to be going thru all of the same stuff in another 6mo...1yr...5yrs...This is not how I EVER imagined my life to be. It's heart wrenching and I feel like I just cannot take anymore. I'm sad for my daughter that her dad can't stay sober. I carry so much guilt about that and just want to do the best I can for her.
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Yes, I'd file for sole custody if I were you.
So typical about being "charming" - I had my ex husband charm my directors wife to a point of her offering to help him to find employment. Over the course of 10 minutes.
He lied to every counselor in rehab - and when I was talking to them trying to make sure they understood it - they said I was wrong and need to trust him.
It is an amazing talent all addicts have
So typical about being "charming" - I had my ex husband charm my directors wife to a point of her offering to help him to find employment. Over the course of 10 minutes.
He lied to every counselor in rehab - and when I was talking to them trying to make sure they understood it - they said I was wrong and need to trust him.
It is an amazing talent all addicts have
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My ultimate bottom came when I asked myself "where do I want to be in 5 years" after my soon to be ex husband relapsed again. The answer was that I never wanted to experience this again and if I ever took him back - I would live in fear or relapse. I am letting him go. We have been married for 13 years and my son is 12.
With your BF's track record it does not look too promising.
With your BF's track record it does not look too promising.
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