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whew
i came so close to drinking today i was at the mall and saw an ex who wanted to have lunch and she ordered a drink and she was trippin cuz i didnt but then was glad i quit cuz she knew how bad i used to be well i went home and all day had cravings so i bought a bottle of vodka, sit it down and starred at it for like 20 mins thinking what am i doin im about to get my month chip on tuesday but i couldnt resist i took off the lid poured a shot and my grandma called and wanted me to come help her do something, she is one of the main reasons i quit we are like super close and she wanted me to quit so bad im so glad god had her call me cuz i think i wouldve drank and prolly be twisted as **** right now but i dumped the bottle out
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Classic example of God doing for us what we could not do for ourselves.
I have had similar experiences and it always is such a relief when you "dodge that bullet".
I'm glad you made it through and that you'll get to get your 1 month chip soon.
Keep up the good work one day at a time.
Hugs,
Kellye
I have had similar experiences and it always is such a relief when you "dodge that bullet".
I'm glad you made it through and that you'll get to get your 1 month chip soon.
Keep up the good work one day at a time.
Hugs,
Kellye
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