jlostj

Well its been a long f*ckup.... im finally deciding to stop doing heroin again, but i dont think i can do it on my own... its only been like 36 hours since i last used and im putting myself in the ER so i can get into a detox. i got a new job as a manager of a verizon wireless store and im there right now working alone, my eyes watery from withdrawls. i just got 10 dollars and i dont think anyone will stop me from ******* up one last time before i committ myself. ive finally gotten to the point where im saying my job dosent matter and i need to stop this! i cant deal with the way i feel right now im freaking out...... maybey someone else can deal with me.

In memory of miracle

Hey you!
I am sorry,you are having such a hard time.A detox doesn't sound like a bad idea. First things first, you know?
Bless,Trish

tink360

detox sounds like a great idea at this point and i can understand the feeling of just on more before i go in wont hurt but just a little reminder "one more time" may be your last

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You Can Always Get Another Job J - U May Never Get Another Recovery. To Keep Any Job U Have To Recover First. You've Got This Far To Get Help- Keep Going, U Will Beat This!

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