giving up
Well its been a long f*ckup.... im finally deciding to stop doing heroin again, but i dont think i can do it on my own... its only been like 36 hours since i last used and im putting myself in the ER so i can get into a detox. i got a new job as a manager of a verizon wireless store and im there right now working alone, my eyes watery from withdrawls. i just got 10 dollars and i dont think anyone will stop me from ******* up one last time before i committ myself. ive finally gotten to the point where im saying my job dosent matter and i need to stop this! i cant deal with the way i feel right now im freaking out...... maybey someone else can deal with me.