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Old 07-13-2018, 03:25 AM
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Hi guys I've been drinking a lot lately. I'm only 36 and have to be on blood pressure medication. My girlfriend just left. I'm just depressed. Anyone ever have delirium hallucinations? I did in March and I thought there was 6 people going to kill me including the cops. And they thought I was on drugs (I haven't even smoked weed in 16 years) And a cop found me on the side of the road. I only had a.01 bac.... Sorry just have to vent... Thank you
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Old 07-13-2018, 03:40 AM
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Welcome back Pistons

what about sticking around after your vent, seeing what other people are doing to stay sober?

It's possible for you too, man

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Old 07-13-2018, 03:50 AM
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Thank you!
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Old 07-13-2018, 03:51 AM
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Hi Pistons. Vent away - SR is very therapeutic for venting Sorry that you're feeling poorly at the moment. I personally haven't experienced vivid hallucinations but I know that others here have posted that they have. You said that you've been drinking a lot lately - are you thinking of stopping? Best wishes x
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Old 07-13-2018, 03:52 AM
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Yes but my body feels like it just needs it.....
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Old 07-13-2018, 03:55 AM
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Ah the old AV rally call is a strong one Your body doesn't you know - it will thank you if you stop drinking the poison. I know that it's a mare to do though but it's worse if you don't - have you support where you are Piston?
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:01 AM
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Thank you yes I have a very loving big Polish family 4 sisters 1 brother and very caring parents
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:19 AM
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I hope this isn't too personal a question - but can you reach out to them too, or is it a secret that you feel you need to keep? There is also a huge amount of support here on SR - there are threads, groups and most of all caring people who would love to help and support you too Piston. x. The way that you gain sobriety is a deeply personal thing but a huge amounts of folks here have experience and their own stories if you ask a question.
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:23 AM
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Oh I tell everything and I weirded part was that I was an assistant counselor at a rehab
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:25 AM
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Piston - I have to log off now, but if the board is a bit slow for whatever reason and you'd like to speak with folks - if you look to the right of your screen there's a chat room button. Hope to speak with you soon - take care x
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I think we've all advocated something to another person for their wellbeing and done the exact opposite at some point! I'll try to catch up with you later Piston - in the meanwhile, take care. With you in thoughts x
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:29 AM
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Oh I tell everything and I weirded part was that I was an assistant counselor at a rehab
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:36 AM
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Welcome to SR.
Do you think you need a medical detox? Can your family help you get some help today? You seem to be wise enough to know that addiction is nothing to take lightly. You need to make a decision to quit and get some help. Venting is a cry for help. Now take some action.
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Old 07-13-2018, 04:44 AM
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Hey Pistons54! It's great to have you here with us.

I know how you feel, I've never experienced hallucinations, but every time I detox I have terrifying vivid nightmares; I wake up and I'm not sure what's real anymore. Detoxing alone can be dangerous, I'd recommend checking with your doctor if you can do it safely...

I hope you stay with us. I know for sure you can do this!!

PS: Are you Polish? I'm originally from Poland, but I've been living in Scotland for some time now.
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Old 07-13-2018, 05:04 AM
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Yes I'm 100% Polish I'm a Ciarkowski my mother is a Bruski my dzia and bushia are Durezcki Dembrowski lol
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Old 07-13-2018, 05:06 AM
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That's on my bucket list is to visit Poland
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Old 07-13-2018, 05:07 AM
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Edit: ohh wait I got confused haha

Poland's kewl, you should visit lol
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Old 07-13-2018, 05:10 AM
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Medical detox is just giving you 75 mg of librium.... To settle u down and eventually make u sleep.... I know I took in a lot of detox people
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Old 07-13-2018, 05:12 AM
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Medical detox is just giving you 75 mg of librium.... To settle u down and eventually make u sleep.... I know I took in a lot of detox people
Well, as you likely know it's for more than that since dangerously rapid heart rate and stroke are real possibilities with detox.
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Hehe..... Ya my great great grand parents came over on a boat and then moved to Northern Michigan
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