Ive Stopped Counting The Days
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Ive Stopped Counting The Days
Great news for me😎😎😎. Its not a conscious thing that I stopped counting the days. Its just that I got less interested and thus I dont remember. I remember it was a Wednesday and by doing minor mathematical acrobatics I could work it out - but I only recognise a number because my "sobriety app" nudges me around 1700 hrs each day. It says its 18 days and Ill happily believe it.
Eventually I dont doubt that the app will be eventuallydeleted, but for now it can stay.
So - the promised re-wiring has begun. Its early days but its been spotted.
"Winter Kills" as they say and Im glad I chose the back end of the dark months of Winter to make the pledge to myself and those that matter now and in the future.
So as the sun becomes more eminent , so does the new me , and I intend to process and store the sunshine much like a solar panel to fuel my rebirth through the next Winter and beyond.
I wake up in the morning now - I havent really woken up for years - struggling through to my next gin intake to relieve the tension cycle through to the next day's tension. ( Stay with me I ramble).
I present the new starter with positive hope. Your story of regaining your life might only be a few days behind me , or someplace ahead.
Im not getting complacent and if truth be told , putting my little notelets here from time to time and getting the odd reply is assisting me on my way.
Kinds regards to you all from UK.
Dave 🤠 ( Any typos or grammatical laziness are my own )
Eventually I dont doubt that the app will be eventuallydeleted, but for now it can stay.
So - the promised re-wiring has begun. Its early days but its been spotted.
"Winter Kills" as they say and Im glad I chose the back end of the dark months of Winter to make the pledge to myself and those that matter now and in the future.
So as the sun becomes more eminent , so does the new me , and I intend to process and store the sunshine much like a solar panel to fuel my rebirth through the next Winter and beyond.
I wake up in the morning now - I havent really woken up for years - struggling through to my next gin intake to relieve the tension cycle through to the next day's tension. ( Stay with me I ramble).
I present the new starter with positive hope. Your story of regaining your life might only be a few days behind me , or someplace ahead.
Im not getting complacent and if truth be told , putting my little notelets here from time to time and getting the odd reply is assisting me on my way.
Kinds regards to you all from UK.
Dave 🤠 ( Any typos or grammatical laziness are my own )
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