Here comes the AV...right on cue
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Here comes the AV...right on cue
So here it comes...nagging at me to stop and buy wine on my way home from work. Mid afternoon as always. Not tonight though.
Tonight I will win the battle AND I WILL NOT DRINK.
This I have pledged to myself.
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Tonight I will win the battle AND I WILL NOT DRINK.
This I have pledged to myself.
C
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I suppose a bit of both....
I know when to expect it therefore I am ready but....
The 'routine' of it makes the next step to buy alcohol also 'routine' if that makes sense.
Tonight I am going to drink some cranberry juice and eat a healthy meal then try to get to bed early, something I dont do when drinking until the early hours !
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I know when to expect it therefore I am ready but....
The 'routine' of it makes the next step to buy alcohol also 'routine' if that makes sense.
Tonight I am going to drink some cranberry juice and eat a healthy meal then try to get to bed early, something I dont do when drinking until the early hours !
C
Hang in there guys, it will get easier.
Here is a post by Dee about Urge Surfing. This is a good technique which should hopefully help you get through it.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...e-surfing.html (Urge Surfing)
Most urges don't last very long (just a few minutes)
Remember, you are not your AV and your have the power of choice. You can chose to cave in or you can chose to observe it and not act on it.
Here is a post by Dee about Urge Surfing. This is a good technique which should hopefully help you get through it.
https://www.soberrecovery.com/forums...e-surfing.html (Urge Surfing)
Most urges don't last very long (just a few minutes)
Remember, you are not your AV and your have the power of choice. You can chose to cave in or you can chose to observe it and not act on it.
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I gave up smoking twenty a day ten years ago and did exactly that, although I didnt have a name for it then. I used to get a ciggie craving in the back of my throat and top of my chest. I used to do a huge swallow and it almost felt like I was pushing the urge back down. Sure enough the crave would pass and life would go on.
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Horn...stay strong. Get this day over.
I am always fascinated by how cravings manifest in different people. I get a tightening in the back of my throat and diaphram.
This probably wont go down well with some folk as it may be seen to be dwelling on the negative but I was just curious.
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I am always fascinated by how cravings manifest in different people. I get a tightening in the back of my throat and diaphram.
This probably wont go down well with some folk as it may be seen to be dwelling on the negative but I was just curious.
C
Horn...stay strong. Get this day over.
I am always fascinated by how cravings manifest in different people. I get a tightening in the back of my throat and diaphram.
This probably wont go down well with some folk as it may be seen to be dwelling on the negative but I was just curious.
C
I am always fascinated by how cravings manifest in different people. I get a tightening in the back of my throat and diaphram.
This probably wont go down well with some folk as it may be seen to be dwelling on the negative but I was just curious.
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Hi Horn,
I can completely relate. Let me say this first off: the fact that you recognize it as your AV is a really, really good sign that you are on the road to recovery! If you weren't, you'd simply say "hmm, wine sounds nice after a hard day's work; why not?" and not think twice. Next thing you know, if you're anything like me, you're waking up somewhere random in your apartment with boxes of takeout all around you wondering what the H happened, and how is it 4am... :-) sounds funny, but literally that has happened more times than I'd admit to anyone but my sponsor (at this point in time, anyway).
I think it's a good idea to try to change your routine. If possible, join a gym or a fitness class in your area -- that always motivated me to not drink, because I'd think man, I paid for this class, so I have to go; and I'll make a fool of myself/waste the time tomorrow if I drink tonight. Or even smaller things - try a different route home, find a meeting that could replace going to the store... there are many ways if you're willing to take action!! And it sounds like you are!!!!!! :-)
I can completely relate. Let me say this first off: the fact that you recognize it as your AV is a really, really good sign that you are on the road to recovery! If you weren't, you'd simply say "hmm, wine sounds nice after a hard day's work; why not?" and not think twice. Next thing you know, if you're anything like me, you're waking up somewhere random in your apartment with boxes of takeout all around you wondering what the H happened, and how is it 4am... :-) sounds funny, but literally that has happened more times than I'd admit to anyone but my sponsor (at this point in time, anyway).
I think it's a good idea to try to change your routine. If possible, join a gym or a fitness class in your area -- that always motivated me to not drink, because I'd think man, I paid for this class, so I have to go; and I'll make a fool of myself/waste the time tomorrow if I drink tonight. Or even smaller things - try a different route home, find a meeting that could replace going to the store... there are many ways if you're willing to take action!! And it sounds like you are!!!!!! :-)
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I liked to keep it simple in my beginnings. I would ask myself when I got "edgy" if I had ever before in my entire life gone from wake up to bed time without taking a drink. The obvious answer is of course, "YES". So, all I had to tell myself is to do something I've done successfully before, and just for today. That was it. Guess what, it works, One Day at a Time.
I think it's great that you recognize the pattern. That helps defuse it. I found if I actually timed the craving, it was surprising how very short in minutes it actually was. You can get through that to the other side, and every time you do it, you'll be better prepared for the next time.
Hang in there!
Hang in there!
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