babyedwards

Still going strong on day 68. Suffering with agoraphobia still. Taking little steps. Having a couple break though panic attacks here and there. We have a crisis line i can ring if it gets to bad and a 24 hour walk in crisis center as well. I find myself not feeling much of anything. I'm not happy nor am I sad. I don't often look forward to anything anymore. I have these spurts of happiness that last maybe an hour or so and then it's back to this numb feeling. Waiting on my referral to the mental health outpatient program. Hopefully they can sort me out. Health wise I feel great. Getting my body back. People telling me how great I look. Skins getting better. It's just all in my head now. Anyways. Just a check in. Can't honestly believe I made it this far. It's crazy to me to be 68 days sober. Wow.

Dee74

68 days is great

I didn't feel anything much until 3 months, so I hope things improve for you too babyedwards

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Culture

Congrats on 68 days

stargazer016

Well done on 68 days babyedwards.!

Jules714

Congrats!
I hope the anxiety calms.
Jules

Flinders39

Congrats, babyedwards! That's a huge accomplishment. I'm right behind you at 64 days.

soupcon

Very glad to hear this! What a wonderful accomplishment!

August252015

Great job - keep going. Like Dee said, it will get better and IME you will definitely get to "feel."

Take care.

babyedwards

Been getting thru. I have moderate OCD so it's kinda been a little loopy. Usually would have my vodka to quiet the repetitive thoughts. But not now. It's just me. Seem to be getting by ok enough. Thank so much and thanks for this forum. It's a god send. Love and prayers to anyone who needs it