day 6? 5?
day 6? 5?
I think its day 6 im on or day 5, not sure my mind is all over the place.
Anyways yeah im dry no booze, stuck inside my mind of mental torment and suffering like never before and feel like im hanging on by a thread.
Anyways whatever, checking in!
Anyways yeah im dry no booze, stuck inside my mind of mental torment and suffering like never before and feel like im hanging on by a thread.
Anyways whatever, checking in!
Thanks i appreciate it, its more than just early day blues im going through.................i really cant see a way out of this nightmare im in.
Suffered a mental breadown 2 years ago and i think its happening again, last 6 weeks have been HORRIFIC for me, i cant survive another one it took all my strength the last time. im only 31 and feel like im done already!
Congrats on the sober days you have.
In your previous post you said you were starting meds for your anxiety. Give them time to stabilize and try not to work yourself into a frenzy. A lot of what you are feeling can be attributed to withdrawals. Just hang in there.
In your previous post you said you were starting meds for your anxiety. Give them time to stabilize and try not to work yourself into a frenzy. A lot of what you are feeling can be attributed to withdrawals. Just hang in there.
Thanks Carl i really appreciate that, i have this thought stuck in my head that this anxiety and panic is forever, obviously not a positive thought to have lol mind racing all over the place, im hanging in there
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It helped me to Google about alcohol and anxiety. ..the relationship between alcohol and cortisol (stress hormone) maybe take your mind off things and see why you are feeling the way you are from a medical standpoint out side of what your personal issues might be
Have you thought about joined the June support thread Chilledice?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-6.html
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http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-6.html
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i have heard that routine and structure really help to balance out a lot of anxiety. it's the "free" time that's the sticky wicket......nothing outward or positive to focus on, nothing to manually engage your body in, and zing there goes the brain into overdrive.
Have you thought about joined the June support thread Chilledice?
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-6.html
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http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...art-2-a-6.html
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There's a big part of you that wants to be alcohol free
And you're drawing on that energy. Good for you.
Maybe you can set up an appointment with your doctor and explain your past drinking and desire to stay stopped. Best wishes to you.
And you're drawing on that energy. Good for you.
Maybe you can set up an appointment with your doctor and explain your past drinking and desire to stay stopped. Best wishes to you.
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12 days ago, I spent the night in the emergency room waiting to be transported to a psych ward because I was stuck in a binge and suicidal.
I have my plan in place now and I'm sticking to it because that wasn't very fun. Among plenty of other reasons, of course.
I have my plan in place now and I'm sticking to it because that wasn't very fun. Among plenty of other reasons, of course.
Its effing cruel!
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