4 Months Sober!
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4 Months Sober!
I'm not one to draw attention to myself, but I have to admit I'm proud of myself. I have not had even close to 120 sober days in 15 years let alone 120 in a row, so for me this quite an accomplishment.
It's taking a lot of work, patience, and belief that thing will somehow get better. Well they have and I feel hopeful for the first time in years.
I believe I said this on here before, but this place has helped me a ton. It taught me that I wasn't the only one that felt the way I felt or thought the way I did. A month into quitting I thought I might be losing my mind but as I read other peoples stories, I learned I wasn't and that things would get better if you kept at it. Well it did. Certainly everything isn't perfect, but what is.
I know one thing. I'm better off now then I was.
It's taking a lot of work, patience, and belief that thing will somehow get better. Well they have and I feel hopeful for the first time in years.
I believe I said this on here before, but this place has helped me a ton. It taught me that I wasn't the only one that felt the way I felt or thought the way I did. A month into quitting I thought I might be losing my mind but as I read other peoples stories, I learned I wasn't and that things would get better if you kept at it. Well it did. Certainly everything isn't perfect, but what is.
I know one thing. I'm better off now then I was.
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The one thing I am finding difficult is that I am feeling a lot better, and my mind gets away from me sometimes. I catch myself thinking, hey you can have a few now.
I quickly dismiss it because I know it's not true, but it is bothersome.
I quickly dismiss it because I know it's not true, but it is bothersome.
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Well done on 120 days, keep fighting the urge and think NO you can't have a few. I would have been approaching 120 days soon had I not thought I could have a few at Christmas. Now on day 11, Av was really urging me to drink today. Your doing great and your feeling a lot better without alcohol, don't believe you can have a few drinks and stop, it will get messy.
Stay strong.
Stay strong.
always remember - you can't turn a pickle back into a cucumber!
You are doing great
ljc267, thank you so much for posting your super achievement, It gives me and I'm sure everyone so much hope that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Well done, keep posting and Thanks again
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