Hurting
Hurting
Today I went to the funeral home to pre-plan so they will have a record when I pass. I went as far as picking out my casket, making plans to add my name to my late mother's headstone where we will share a plot and signing all the paperwork for my cremation.
I'm far enough along in my recovery that I don't want to use or drink over this, but it doesn't make it any easier. Its also a reminder I need to make sure not to pick up cigarettes again as I suffer from a disease that will eventually lower my inhibitions. I know people that went from drinking socially to drinking quite a bit every day and this appointment reminded me of all the headway I've made to make sure I don't end up like some of my other acquaintances with Huntington's.
Looking back on today I think I did really well.
I'm far enough along in my recovery that I don't want to use or drink over this, but it doesn't make it any easier. Its also a reminder I need to make sure not to pick up cigarettes again as I suffer from a disease that will eventually lower my inhibitions. I know people that went from drinking socially to drinking quite a bit every day and this appointment reminded me of all the headway I've made to make sure I don't end up like some of my other acquaintances with Huntington's.
Looking back on today I think I did really well.
Today I went to the funeral home to pre-plan so they will have a record when I pass. I went as far as picking out my casket, making plans to add my name to my late mother's headstone where we will share a plot and signing all the paperwork for my cremation.
I'm far enough along in my recovery that I don't want to use or drink over this, but it doesn't make it any easier. Its also a reminder I need to make sure not to pick up cigarettes again as I suffer from a disease that will eventually lower my inhibitions. I know people that went from drinking socially to drinking quite a bit every day and this appointment reminded me of all the headway I've made to make sure I don't end up like some of my other acquaintances with Huntington's.
Looking back on today I think I did really well.
I'm far enough along in my recovery that I don't want to use or drink over this, but it doesn't make it any easier. Its also a reminder I need to make sure not to pick up cigarettes again as I suffer from a disease that will eventually lower my inhibitions. I know people that went from drinking socially to drinking quite a bit every day and this appointment reminded me of all the headway I've made to make sure I don't end up like some of my other acquaintances with Huntington's.
Looking back on today I think I did really well.
So, well done from me. You actually did it. I'm still at the thinking on it stage, but I suppose it'd be a better idea to take action.
Hi Shock, good to 'see' you again. That sounds a really good plan and what you did took great courage.
None of us know what tomorrow holds, we only have the moment we are living in.
Big hugs my friend
None of us know what tomorrow holds, we only have the moment we are living in.
Big hugs my friend
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