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I'm not sure if I'm in the right place, or if there is a spot on this forum for what I came here looking for. I, myself, don't drink......Im here because my boyfriend of 5 years has a drinking problem. It has caused a lot of rocky times for us. But we're still together and going strong. Well shakey at times, but so much love that it's not gonna be moved! It's hard at times and I feel like things only get worse over time. I'm not coping as well as I was at first either.
Basically I'm looking for people living in a similar situation, with a problem drinker family member or partner. Is this the right place?
Basically I'm looking for people living in a similar situation, with a problem drinker family member or partner. Is this the right place?
Hey, I'm a problem drinker/alcoholic/whatever. I can say that a lot of the things I've done, I wouldn't have done while sober. Especially the violence. I think violence may be part of the human condition, but it all comes out when you're intoxicated. I hope you're safe.
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Hey, I'm a problem drinker/alcoholic/whatever. I can say that a lot of the things I've done, I wouldn't have done while sober. Especially the violence. I think violence may be part of the human condition, but it all comes out when you're intoxicated. I hope you're safe.
I am slowly getting more and more afraid something will happen one day. The stress is pulling me apart at the seams. I don't think I could stay with him if he got violent and I dont think I'd have the resolve to leave him either. I used to get angry at his drinking problem. But I have become increasingly aware of the fact he is suffering. He needs help more than I can know. And I feel bad.
It's almost impossible to keep things calm when he drinks. The slightest thing can set off a mood change to extreme anger or sadness or joy. And sometimes there was no trigger at all. Its hard to follow.
Did you ever find there was something that you recognized was a trigger? Or maybe there was something you found always grounded you?
When the guardians of the galaxy movie came out. He loved that. And he listened to the sound track for ages! One time, he was particularly upset, in a very heavily drunk state. He seemed really in the lows. Suicidal. And I put on those songs and it got us through. I have no idea what to do about anger. Probably because I'm not very good with anger myself.
Violence may be part of the human condition (not sure I accept that but I will for arguments sake here) but that doesn't mean I have to accept it.
I was in an abusive relationship many years ago and I wish I knew what I know now back then.
Violence or threats of violence are totally unacceptable to me no matter how much I love the person or how drunk they may be.
Please, do keep yourself safe, Natasha.
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I was in an abusive relationship many years ago and I wish I knew what I know now back then.
Violence or threats of violence are totally unacceptable to me no matter how much I love the person or how drunk they may be.
Please, do keep yourself safe, Natasha.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...out-abuse.html
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Thank you Dee74
I know abuse when I see it, and I'm so vigilant and maybe that's why I'm here. I grew up with an abusive father, no drinking involved. He was bad at times and at others only used words. The day my mother told us kids she was leaving him, I wanted to jump up and let out the biggest 'yay' in history, but I looked over and saw my brother crying. I had never seen him cry from non physical pain. So I held it in.
I am entirely and most devotedly attached to my partner. And this is the scariest part. If he ever becomes abusive. I don't know what will happen.
I've read some things here, on the topic of control. And some people have said they realized they needed to work on themselves. Do I need to? Or rather can I? Is there room for improvement? I have pretty much relinquished control.
In recent months I have become more aware of the fact that this is a disease he is suffering from. Not a choice he is making that hurts us both. I don't blame him, I don't try to stop him. I only try to ask him to go get help.
Well, I did sort of plead with him last night not to go to the liquor store and get another bottle. It didn't work. So I guess I learned that lesson.
I know abuse when I see it, and I'm so vigilant and maybe that's why I'm here. I grew up with an abusive father, no drinking involved. He was bad at times and at others only used words. The day my mother told us kids she was leaving him, I wanted to jump up and let out the biggest 'yay' in history, but I looked over and saw my brother crying. I had never seen him cry from non physical pain. So I held it in.
I am entirely and most devotedly attached to my partner. And this is the scariest part. If he ever becomes abusive. I don't know what will happen.
I've read some things here, on the topic of control. And some people have said they realized they needed to work on themselves. Do I need to? Or rather can I? Is there room for improvement? I have pretty much relinquished control.
In recent months I have become more aware of the fact that this is a disease he is suffering from. Not a choice he is making that hurts us both. I don't blame him, I don't try to stop him. I only try to ask him to go get help.
Well, I did sort of plead with him last night not to go to the liquor store and get another bottle. It didn't work. So I guess I learned that lesson.
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Violence may be part of the human condition (not sure I accept that but I will for arguments sake here) but that doesn't mean I have to accept it.
I was in an abusive relationship many years ago and I wish I knew what I know now back then.
Violence or threats of violence are totally unacceptable to me no matter how much I love the person or how drunk they may be.
Please, do keep yourself safe, Natasha.
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I was in an abusive relationship many years ago and I wish I knew what I know now back then.
Violence or threats of violence are totally unacceptable to me no matter how much I love the person or how drunk they may be.
Please, do keep yourself safe, Natasha.
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