drunk & AA
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drunk & AA
Im drunk right now, will finally go to AA tmorrow and give myself over....im so tired, I give in....i will offer myself to aa mind, body and soul. I cannot face another today. I beg someone or something to pull me out of this hole.
If we want to get out of the hole we are in we have to stop digging.
I was were you are a few 24 hrs ago and went to an AA meeting. I saw happy, healthy sober people. I knew one thing for sure. I was none of these.
When the meeting was done I felt a little bit of hope so I decided to try another. I have been sober from that day
I was were you are a few 24 hrs ago and went to an AA meeting. I saw happy, healthy sober people. I knew one thing for sure. I was none of these.
When the meeting was done I felt a little bit of hope so I decided to try another. I have been sober from that day
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hello everyone, I'm up and sober now. Sorry about the post last night just felt dreadful. Went to an xmas do and had hoped i would be ok. One of the other lads plonked a beer in front of me (knowing what my usual was) and then all bets were off. I need to work on some coping mechanisms.......I might just tell everyone I know I'm an alcoholic and that way they'll not want me to drink.....I work for myself so can't really do me any harm that info being out there.
I really hate who I've become through drinking, something so simple as pouring a liquid in your mouth is ruling me, the easiest thing in the world should be to stop pouring.
I've looked up my local AA meetings and there is one tonight at 7.30. I think I've been playing at it so far, all a bit half hearted but I'm going to commit to it today and try to start a better life for me and my family
I really hate who I've become through drinking, something so simple as pouring a liquid in your mouth is ruling me, the easiest thing in the world should be to stop pouring.
I've looked up my local AA meetings and there is one tonight at 7.30. I think I've been playing at it so far, all a bit half hearted but I'm going to commit to it today and try to start a better life for me and my family
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