Highwind

Im drunk right now, will finally go to AA tmorrow and give myself over....im so tired, I give in....i will offer myself to aa mind, body and soul. I cannot face another today. I beg someone or something to pull me out of this hole.

Highwind

Im so sorry didnt want to be the drunk posting on here....ive poured it away now and will go to bed soon......so tired

Soberwolf

Try & drink some water we'l be here

Anna

I wasl exhausted at the end of my drinking days too, just exhausted. Deciding to stop drinking was such a relief. I hope that you continue to read and post.

sc0ot3r1982

hang in there, get some rest, and start tomorrow new!

Yogini1603

I can't put it any better than Anna. Get some sleep and let us know how you're doing in the morning. It'll be okay; you've done a good thing by reaching out for help

Vona71

Hang in there, Highwind. Check in tomorrow. We will be here.

Fabat50

We have an expression here .. "la nuit porte conseil" It means the nightime will bring its advice/wisdom. Have a good nights sleep.

least

Get some rest and go to AA tomorrow. We'll be here when you get back.

Highwind

This was never what I wanted....tomorrow I will go to meeting and start on the path.....i cant follow the path im on anymore.

venuscat

Thinking of you Highwind.

Sean30

Good luck on day 1 Highwind. You don't have to feel like this anymore, this can be the start for you

PurpleKnight

Hang in there!! You can do this!!

ubntubnt

If you wake up tomorrow with commitment and resolution to see things through then you will have taken a huge positive out of a negative.

48heath

Try and sleep and get to a meeting tomorrow.

Wishing you well.

MIRecovery

If we want to get out of the hole we are in we have to stop digging.

I was were you are a few 24 hrs ago and went to an AA meeting. I saw happy, healthy sober people. I knew one thing for sure. I was none of these.

When the meeting was done I felt a little bit of hope so I decided to try another. I have been sober from that day

VirginiaWoof

You can do this Highwind x

Dee74

How's it going Highwind?

Highwind

hello everyone, I'm up and sober now. Sorry about the post last night just felt dreadful. Went to an xmas do and had hoped i would be ok. One of the other lads plonked a beer in front of me (knowing what my usual was) and then all bets were off. I need to work on some coping mechanisms.......I might just tell everyone I know I'm an alcoholic and that way they'll not want me to drink.....I work for myself so can't really do me any harm that info being out there.

I really hate who I've become through drinking, something so simple as pouring a liquid in your mouth is ruling me, the easiest thing in the world should be to stop pouring.

I've looked up my local AA meetings and there is one tonight at 7.30. I think I've been playing at it so far, all a bit half hearted but I'm going to commit to it today and try to start a better life for me and my family

Highwind

Just read the thread back and its cringe worthy, what a little pity party I was having.....at least I didn't do anything overly stupid at the party.