Sorry
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
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Sorry
Am sorry i havent posted in a long time i want to drink and take drugs
want to cut and i want to die
Am feeling so low right now
Can someone hear me
i cant do this anymore
Am screaming yet no one hears me anymore
my husband is still here but he dont understand why am like this
i tried to explain to him that i want to self medicate staying awake at night to punish myself
dont want to sleep dont want to dream
want to cut and i want to die
Am feeling so low right now
Can someone hear me
i cant do this anymore
Am screaming yet no one hears me anymore
my husband is still here but he dont understand why am like this
i tried to explain to him that i want to self medicate staying awake at night to punish myself
dont want to sleep dont want to dream
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Posts: 2,004
i talked to someone i am seeing them tomorrow afternoon at the crisis center in town
My husband s in the bath
it was the anniversary of my step dads death on 17th of September
been holding the pain for too long
see my therpaist on the 22nd
see my psych on the 28th
want to get high want to hide behide drugs and drink
My husband s in the bath
it was the anniversary of my step dads death on 17th of September
been holding the pain for too long
see my therpaist on the 22nd
see my psych on the 28th
want to get high want to hide behide drugs and drink
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Location: Ireland
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There's nothing to be sorry about, I just wanna make sure you're alright, those are some intense feelings and sometimes we need something more than what SR can give in terms of face to face or phone interaction.
I'm glad though you're getting some extra support.
You can get through this Aum, you don't have to be alone through any of this, and most of all SR wants you to beat this!!
I'm glad though you're getting some extra support.
You can get through this Aum, you don't have to be alone through any of this, and most of all SR wants you to beat this!!
Earth Child
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Join Date: Mar 2011
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Posts: 2,004
my husband out the bath now am going to bed soon
i can call the crisis center back
Being high will not bring my step dad back being drunk will not make me feel any better
cutting is messy me being dead will make things worse for my family
i can call the crisis center back
Being high will not bring my step dad back being drunk will not make me feel any better
cutting is messy me being dead will make things worse for my family
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