peanut44

Hey, it let me post a new thread! Something went right today!
I have like 29, 30 days, not really sure and if I'm real honest, it doesn't really matter at the moment.
The whole story of ******** is/has taken its toll. My husband and i aren't speaking, just the pleasantries. It's my day off and I've been trying to do things to keep myself busy. I shouldn't have to work this hard to feel a tiny amount of normalcy.

Even tho i haven't taken any suboxone, (none to take), I'm right there. If i had some i would definitely do it. THAT is how much pain I'm in.

I cannot believe we are going thru this. Husband says he's in this alone. I call ********! It affects me greatly. He also says he's fighting a battle on 2 fronts. The crazy boss, (who looks like she is going to win because the owner is too weak), and me.
I just want to bow out.
Without the suboxone, everything is sharp and crystal clear and things are worse than i had imagined.
Sorry for being a complete downer, it's just how i feel.

trachemys

What's up, peanut?

peanut44

Sorry, there is always a lag time in my posts cuz i have to start with a 1 word title, then go back and edit.

trachemys

There's always the tough times in life. Sorry it's so sharp right now.

The unnanounced hug has always helped me. No warning, big hug, no explanation.

Anna

I hope that you and your husband can get through the difficult situation with his boss at work.

Soberwolf

Serenity prayer really helps

Dee74

wishing you strength peanut

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