immri

Back after my 5-day binge, so much damage done and so ridiculous, my behaviour was insane

I'm so grateful to have at least one person in my family who's being really supportive and unexpectedly kind - we have some agreements and bottom line was made clear, but it's amazing to have anyone at all
Incredibly ashamed at the damage I caused and throwing myself back into AA

Thank you everyone who offered support and encouragement during my meltdown, really grateful for this place

strategery

I'm so glad you're back immri!

Dee74

good to see you back and on track Immri

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Ento

Yay. You are back.

gmail

hey immdi

hang in there, be strong and just say no next time

immri

Thanks guys! Feeling determined

Pouncer

I missed your I post, but I read it just now. Good for you for calling your sponsor. Glad to hear you are on day 2. I used to be terrified of hangovers, so I kept drinking, too. Not a good idea...

Notimetoloose

immri, great to see you...Congratulations on day 2.

Soberwolf

Congrats Immri

Ruby2

Glad you're back immri. Hang in there.

Dee74

How's it going?

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PurpleKnight

Go at things again!! You can do this!!

thomas11

What I can add is what others have said a million times, KEEP TRYING. I wish you the best.

immri

Not too bad thanks Dee!
I'm in a rotten mood this morning wanting to drink to chill out but quickly got myself in check walking my dog and with some meditation on an app of all things, and did some cleaning which somehow helps me
Still sober and on day 3 now so nothing to complain about really
Then again it's not even 9am yet and I always find something :p
But no, I'm ok withdrawal that I didn't even think I'd get (but dr said would) has mostly subsided just wicked insomnia and lightheadedness left

Gee that was a bit of a vent - guess I needed to get that out! Thanks for the support all