SiRiDiPiTi

Today has been depressing. I realize how little he cares and I guess somewhere there was a piece of me that thought maybe he could do a 180 change and he'd wake up. He had me fooled the last week or so with the promises and giving me some inkling of doubt. But today his texts are uncaring and cold. I know I don't want to go back, but it just hurts and the emptiness is overwhelming.

I want to stay strong, but why is there so much doubt? It's so painful to realize that the man I married and dedicated my heart, soul and life... just really doesn't care or love me.

Hammer

yep.

AAAA

Always All About the A.

honeypig

SiRi, there is bound to be doubt now, in the early days. Just take it one day at a time. You'll move forward, you'll get stronger and healthier, you'll see things more clearly. Everything will change. I promise you that. Just keep trudging your own path.

In the meantime, maybe this would be helpful for you: http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ain-stops.html

CodeJob

Serendipity, there's a reason those Disney Princess movies end when she gets her man. Except Brave. Watch Brave.

Culturally we are programmed to find our man and stick by his side. Still.