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Reading about everyone struggling today; and knowing how hard it is .. As I type this I can barely contain the tears; not just b\c of the physical pain or the emotional pain I am going through; but b\c I didn't buy a pint of alcohol today when I could of. Thinking about this has me so sad that I am actually that hooked that I am upset I didn't throw away "my life" today. Just a thought of how strong this demon is .. I am out to sleep I hope Be strong people I made it through the day So I am sure we all can ..
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Hi August,
I can only go by my experience, but, eventually I didn't think about alcohol in the same way any more. It is no longer a part of my life in the same way it once was.
It does get better.
I can only go by my experience, but, eventually I didn't think about alcohol in the same way any more. It is no longer a part of my life in the same way it once was.
It does get better.
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Originally Posted by Dee74 
you'll be glad tomorrow August
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lol Sorry lil humor from my insomnia talking .. But guess it is better to laugh at my situation then drink it away like I use to .. Thanx All .. As you see sleep didn't go so well though 
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Originally Posted by AugustWest11
Reading about everyone struggling today; and knowing how hard it is .. As I type this I can barely contain the tears; not just b\c of the physical pain or the emotional pain I am going through; but b\c I didn't buy a pint of alcohol today when I could of. Thinking about this has me so sad that I am actually that hooked that I am upset I didn't throw away "my life" today. Just a thought of how strong this demon is .. I am out to sleep I hope Be strong people I made it through the day So I am sure we all can ..
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Originally Posted by AugustWest11
It's tomorrow D;
I know that you are solid in your resolve to stay sober, and wish you the best in overcoming the hurdles you face.
It's still yesterday here...
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Originally Posted by Dee74
sorry you're not sleeping - I hope you and your Dr can talk about that
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D; Actually we have; but the main problem is working nights then having to switch to a "Day Walker" schedule when I am off .. lol The troubles of working the night shift are endless :p lol
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