Being successfull in your recovery
Total commitment with a capital "C". I think you have to be all in. At least, that's where I think I have fallen short before. I always wanted to go back to drinking normally, which, let's be honest, is never going to happen for me. So for me personally, it needs to be full attention on creating a new life free from drugs and alcohol. Good luck!
For me, staying in the present, not projecting myself into the future too far. I remember when my day is not going quite the way I want, it is so much better than when I was falling Down drunk or hung over.
My list of necessities is very long, but a big one for me is ignoring what I read and hear about the horrible relapse rates. I know part of me started to accept relapse as highly possible or even inevitable, but now I am set on not entertaining that thought.
Great post, Ttal914
Great post, Ttal914
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Time - the longer I don't drink, the easier it seems to get.
The thinking and obessing about drinking really decreases as my sober days stack up.
Now, it would seem strange to sit and drink and drink. Before, it would feel weird to not drink.
The thinking and obessing about drinking really decreases as my sober days stack up.
Now, it would seem strange to sit and drink and drink. Before, it would feel weird to not drink.
For me it was honesty. Every time I lied to myself, I stumbled. Everytime I tried to believe some fabrication that I wished was true, I stumbled.
Honesty is the foundation of everything for me
Honesty is the foundation of everything for me
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What I think is necessary and what I do are two diferrent things.
What I do is make sure I don't drink today, and I do this over, and over, and over.
What I think is necessary is something along the lines of what Anna said.
What I do is make sure I don't drink today, and I do this over, and over, and over.
What I think is necessary is something along the lines of what Anna said.
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My sobriety comes first! The simplest thing I can say is working a program (I'm in the AA program) and living one day at a time, and if that's not exactly possible-I live for moment by moment-till the day is done and I wake to face another day...
(Acronym- H.A.L.T.)It's primarily a suggestion for the newcomer, not to get too hungry, angry, lonely or tired (HALT). The thought is that one or more of these conditions can lead to a generally deteriorating attitude, which can lead to a drink.
When I started using H.A.L.T. I realized that I had started really taking care of my personal needs (usually I was thinking of everyone else but me) and I realized in doing this it kept me more aware of my physical condition... then...
I found I lacked self discipline and had no real structure to my life... SO
So I put myself on a schedule. I woke, brushed my teeth, dressed, fixed my hair, did my makeup.I call my sponsor, I read my Big Book (AA's Book), write in my Journal anything that I needed to work out in my head, I exercise (when I can), made my "to do list" for the day, chores (trying my best not to procrastinate on anything), Work (when I'm employed)-giving my employer 100%, come home to make dinner, MAKE A MEETING, take care of family needs, personal things like showering, etc, then journal some more. Talk to sponsor or my AA friends.. These things have become habits the longer that I have done them. Now life is getting easier... (I didn't list everything-but you can see the picture)...
Now, I find that I'm strongly working the steps of AA, I'm able to analyze what's going on with me, when I know all my basic needs are met-then I can see the pattern of anxiety, depression, moods, emotions, perceptions I face everyday. (journaling has helped me so much with this)
Now that I'm on the 4th step and making a fearless moral inventory-I see the patterns of how my life progressed. This is how I'm finding out my character defects.
And because I've found a higher power (of my own choosing-as directed by AA) I've come out of the selfish mode that I was in when I was drinking, not caring for myself or others as well... NOW I find I take pleasure in helping another recovering alcoholic-because I've been freely given so many blessings in Alcoholics Anonymous...
(Acronym- H.A.L.T.)It's primarily a suggestion for the newcomer, not to get too hungry, angry, lonely or tired (HALT). The thought is that one or more of these conditions can lead to a generally deteriorating attitude, which can lead to a drink.
When I started using H.A.L.T. I realized that I had started really taking care of my personal needs (usually I was thinking of everyone else but me) and I realized in doing this it kept me more aware of my physical condition... then...
I found I lacked self discipline and had no real structure to my life... SO
So I put myself on a schedule. I woke, brushed my teeth, dressed, fixed my hair, did my makeup.I call my sponsor, I read my Big Book (AA's Book), write in my Journal anything that I needed to work out in my head, I exercise (when I can), made my "to do list" for the day, chores (trying my best not to procrastinate on anything), Work (when I'm employed)-giving my employer 100%, come home to make dinner, MAKE A MEETING, take care of family needs, personal things like showering, etc, then journal some more. Talk to sponsor or my AA friends.. These things have become habits the longer that I have done them. Now life is getting easier... (I didn't list everything-but you can see the picture)...
Now, I find that I'm strongly working the steps of AA, I'm able to analyze what's going on with me, when I know all my basic needs are met-then I can see the pattern of anxiety, depression, moods, emotions, perceptions I face everyday. (journaling has helped me so much with this)
Now that I'm on the 4th step and making a fearless moral inventory-I see the patterns of how my life progressed. This is how I'm finding out my character defects.
And because I've found a higher power (of my own choosing-as directed by AA) I've come out of the selfish mode that I was in when I was drinking, not caring for myself or others as well... NOW I find I take pleasure in helping another recovering alcoholic-because I've been freely given so many blessings in Alcoholics Anonymous...
One thing my sponsor suggested was to write down my goals for what I wanted to do with my life. Staying sober was at the top and I've been able to achieve a lot of them. Some where unrealistic and had to be modified. Some I'm still working on.
In the beginning .... the gift of desperation. That's what gave me the willingness.
Today ..... I cannot let myself believe that I don't need to continue to work on myself, to continue to grow.
Today ..... I cannot let myself believe that I don't need to continue to work on myself, to continue to grow.
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