Sobriety Is Its Own Reward...
Sobriety Is Its Own Reward...
...by Anonymous
Came across this simple truth in my reading this morning and it really struck home for me. I was feeling a little sorry for myself thinking that here I am sober but I have a tooth ache, I owe Uncle Sam, I miss my dog, yadda, yadda, yadda... Like somehow sobriety should be a magic wand that removes all the hard realities of life. Having read the above and accepting it I think starts moving me from sobriety towards recovery. Oh something else I read today, go figure?
"If you believe that feeling bad or worrying long enough will change a past or future event,then you are residing on another planet with a different reality system."
- William James
Came across this simple truth in my reading this morning and it really struck home for me. I was feeling a little sorry for myself thinking that here I am sober but I have a tooth ache, I owe Uncle Sam, I miss my dog, yadda, yadda, yadda... Like somehow sobriety should be a magic wand that removes all the hard realities of life. Having read the above and accepting it I think starts moving me from sobriety towards recovery. Oh something else I read today, go figure?
"If you believe that feeling bad or worrying long enough will change a past or future event,then you are residing on another planet with a different reality system."
- William James
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This hits home for me as well. I use to think I drank to cope, but I think the excuse was really because I have to cope I deserve to drink. The more I blew things out of proportion, the more deserving I became.
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I've not read much of his work yet but hope to soon. I've heard he's a brilliant man and a gifted writer.
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I feel you on this. It is hard for me to get off the pity pot. Been sober for over a year, but the actions of my past are baggage I still carry. Lost my drivers license for 10 years, struggling to pay bills and not being able to drive I feel helpless in that I can't help out my family that needs me there (I live hours from them). I may have to move but I didn't want to put that on my plate too soon as it will be hard for me to do so. But with each day I stay sober, I realize I may have to begin a new journey elsewhere also. I keep going to meetings because if I don't, I know I will feel really trapped then...and most likely fall into a deep depression that will lead me to terrible places.
Interestingly, it was a William James book "The Varieties of Religious Experience" that Bill Wilson was reading when he had his big spiritual-awakening and initially recovered from alcoholism (and, of course, he later went to co-found AA).
Here's a free online version of the book compliments of Google.
I've not read much of his work yet but hope to soon. I've heard he's a brilliant man and a gifted writer.
Here's a free online version of the book compliments of Google.
I've not read much of his work yet but hope to soon. I've heard he's a brilliant man and a gifted writer.
Interestingly, it was a William James book "The Varieties of Religious Experience" that Bill Wilson was reading when he had his big spiritual-awakening and initially recovered from alcoholism (and, of course, he later went to co-found AA).
Here's a free online version of the book compliments of Google.
I've not read much of his work yet but hope to soon. I've heard he's a brilliant man and a gifted writer.
Here's a free online version of the book compliments of Google.
I've not read much of his work yet but hope to soon. I've heard he's a brilliant man and a gifted writer.
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