Back from my sabbatical
Back from my sabbatical
I've been gone for a while. After my son's incident with being pistol whipped and shot at, surgery and hospitals...... I just needed a break from all things "addiction" related. I kept going to my meetings (having a total melt down in one). After a short stay in our home (and yes--I let him back in during his recooperation), he is now living with a friend of his who is a good influence. We had some rough patches through this process--more letting go on my part--we survived. And time shall reveal more.
In the meantime, we (dear husband and I) did something for ourselves that our son wasn't particularly happy about......(ask me if I care)......we installed a state of the art security system. I have control of my environment. I feel safe and secure.
We also took a nice long trip to Central America where my brain can shut off and become still.....what a strange feeling that is! No phones. No TV. No internet. Just nature and warmth. It was a much needed break from the techno world and allowed me to reconnect to my HP in a very deep and meaningful way.
During this time, I needed to use all of my resources for myself and had nothing to offer or share with all of you. But I'm back to share my experience, strength and hope.......because I do feel that I have a lot of experience (good, bad, and ugly), strength (that needs to be replenished from time to time), and I will always have hope.
As always, you have all been in my prayers.
gentle hugs
ke
In the meantime, we (dear husband and I) did something for ourselves that our son wasn't particularly happy about......(ask me if I care)......we installed a state of the art security system. I have control of my environment. I feel safe and secure.
We also took a nice long trip to Central America where my brain can shut off and become still.....what a strange feeling that is! No phones. No TV. No internet. Just nature and warmth. It was a much needed break from the techno world and allowed me to reconnect to my HP in a very deep and meaningful way.
During this time, I needed to use all of my resources for myself and had nothing to offer or share with all of you. But I'm back to share my experience, strength and hope.......because I do feel that I have a lot of experience (good, bad, and ugly), strength (that needs to be replenished from time to time), and I will always have hope.
As always, you have all been in my prayers.
gentle hugs
ke
Welcome back KE ~
glad you and hubby made the decision that helps you feel SAFE in your own home! glad you enjoyed the trip and the no techno time!
missed you but glad you took care of yourself!
continued prayers of healing for everyone
PINK HUGS & merry christmas (or Happy Holidays - whatever is appropriate for you!)
Rita
glad you and hubby made the decision that helps you feel SAFE in your own home! glad you enjoyed the trip and the no techno time!
missed you but glad you took care of yourself!
continued prayers of healing for everyone
PINK HUGS & merry christmas (or Happy Holidays - whatever is appropriate for you!)
Rita
Welcome home, dear Kindeyes. :ghug3
I am so glad that you found time just for you after all you have been through. And congratulations on the new alarm system, codies should get a discount I think.
I'm glad your son is doing well and I keep him in my prayers. I am even gladder (love that word) that you are doing well too.
May 2012 be a year of new miracles and many blessings for you and your family.
Hugs
I am so glad that you found time just for you after all you have been through. And congratulations on the new alarm system, codies should get a discount I think.
I'm glad your son is doing well and I keep him in my prayers. I am even gladder (love that word) that you are doing well too.
May 2012 be a year of new miracles and many blessings for you and your family.
Hugs
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