sarah93

hello all,
i had a ruff last week my emotions were crazed. Im feeling alot better. Going to family night tomorrow with my b/f of 15yrs. We had a good talk totally honest with eachother thanks to the qustion sheet on what drugs he taken , what age, how much who with ect. And another 1 yes or no questions about everything, his counciler gave him. We did them together i read and wrote while he answerd i was shocked by the answers, how could i have been so oblivous to him doing perks, coke, meth, ect.....i guess the answer to that is we have been living seperate lives for years. I also wrote my own question sheet for him and it really helped me, he was so honest, we are not good comunicators so writing it down helps but we are getting better at both. Im feeling like we may still have future together and maybe a better 1. He's been clean for month tomorrow and hes continuing classes steps he said he feels so much better without the drugs now i hope it stays like that! He still gets mood swings with work but it will take time. Tonight we are going to are daughters volleyball game his second sports event attended. Well i hope he stays on right track but if not he knows hes gone, and i will make it on my own with the kids wouldnt be easy but nessary.
thanks everyone for your kind words and support
god bless

Ann

Keeping you both in my prayers, Sarah. I really hope this can be a new beginning for both of you and that better days are ahead.

Hugs

Kindeyes

You and your boyfriend will be in my prayers. One day at a time.....
gentle hugs
ke