ViciousCycle

sorry to all of you.........i did not do it,,,,,,,,,,i feel horrible, I was so ready,,,,,,,,,I am a bad human.

blackcat123

im not sure what exactly this post means. but you are not a bad person. we all fall down. if you would like to share more we are here to listen.
take care

Dee74

It's hard to stop, but I think it's even harder to get back on the horse after some time off VC...but you need to try again....maybe you need to widen your support base?

You'll get there

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Soph

VC you are still a December. Can't get rid of us so easy.

You are 100% human! Not bad at all. Just addicted like all of us. It's chemical not moral.

Here.

Maryjan

It's an illness and you are sick. a good person who is ill. We believe in you. You can do this. Take it day by day. Maybe hit a meeting, VC? Hen you are ready, you will know.

PhoenixRose

Lots of love, VC. You're not at a dead end- you're at a new beginning.

ViciousCycle

[QUOTE][Lots of love, VC. You're not at a dead end- you're at a new beginning. /QUOTE]

What a wonderful thing to say..........thank you

least

If you get up one more time than you fall, you will make it through.


So get back up, dust yourself off, and start again.

Fandy

I agree, don't look at the mistake, slip or whatever you call it....accept it and learn from it...remember how terrible it felt and go for the sobriety route.

i can only tell you that it works for me...i do not like the person i am when i drink to excess, and i always do, not just one or two...

drinnk lots of fluids today and get back on track in whatever way you do it...keep posting.

ru12

VC,

I try to remember how horrible I felt after my last binge. I felt bad for 3 days. I never want to feel like that again. And if I don't drink, I won't. You can stop this behavior. Use whatever you can for support.

SSIL75

You just haven't found your answer first. Keep looking!

invisigoth

We've ALL stumbled at one time or another. Don't be TOO hard on yourself...

Pick yourself up and move forward.

SASA

VC, get back and try again. The wagon feels lonely without you. Hop back on.

Nikkle

VC, when you said "I'm a bad human" it made me smile and want to give you a big hug! It reminded me of how my little dog Zippy looks at me after he's gotten into the trash! He knits his little eyebrows and looks at me like "I'm sorry Mom, I know I'm not suppose to do that, but I just couldn't resist that tasty treat, it smelled sooo good...I'm a bad dog, hu Mom"? Naaawwh...and there is way more hope for you than my pup! :ghug3

ReadyAndAble

I tried and failed a lot too VC. I think most of us have. I think you just gotta keep adjusting/adding to your plan til you get the right combo. You want to, right?

Dust yourself off, take a breath, and start focusing on what's ahead. Your own signature line says it all....

sleepie

Didn't do what VC? Glad to see you again Hey I haven't been too perfect this year and started another day one yesterday. PM me I have to go to work but I'll check back tonight... take care, drink some tea and don't dwell.

michelle01

You don't have to be sorry to us, that's not what this forum is about. Yes, quitting drinking is hard, there's a lot more to it than just being 'abstinent'. I was one of those people who thought I could just quit drinking whenever I wanted... and soon found out it was a lot more involved than that. It took many attempts to get on the right track.

You are going through some upheavals at the moment, maybe it is time to start looking at some extra support, making some time for you and your welfare as this pattern doesn't seem to be making you happy. Please VC if you need some immediate help, don't hesitate, because no matter what it is, it will pass - pls take care.