update...........
update...........
hello everyone.. I have not posted in awhile. I now have 68 days clean, wow. finally got out of the vicious cycle, quitting for 1 -2 weeks, then relapsing again. What seemed to work this time was that I totally immersed myself into my music(home recording studio) and my studies at school. I really think it is important that we all find something else we really enjoy doing to keep our minds off of our addictions, at least in the beginning. oh, and I am working on the steps(step 2 with my sponsor) and meetings regularly. hope everyone is doing well.
Well done Pete and Caribbean,
Day 20 today!!!! Yea, it is nice to hear from people in similar stages. Aren't we the bee's knees? It is getting easier but I am nervous of getting complacent and have my moments. The sneaky, what ifs? Oh this is a bad motherf!!!! Sorry for the profanity, but it helps me to think of booze as the ultimate badguy!
Day 20 today!!!! Yea, it is nice to hear from people in similar stages. Aren't we the bee's knees? It is getting easier but I am nervous of getting complacent and have my moments. The sneaky, what ifs? Oh this is a bad motherf!!!! Sorry for the profanity, but it helps me to think of booze as the ultimate badguy!
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)