Checking back in...
Checking back in...
Around the holidays I relapsed for about 6 weeks, after nearly 8 months of sobriety. Without going on and on about all the crap in my chaotic life, suffice it to say I let old coping mechanisms and thinking back in. It started with smoking here and there, and then drinking here and there. And quickly escalated to where I am forced again to take action. This was not an experiment that needed repeating.
There is no pleasure in drinking or smoking. Nothing beneficial to be gained. Even as I did it I knew it was stupid, there was no illusion that it would be different.
Anyway I am here, sober and smoke free, nearly through day 3.
I hope everyone is having a good and sober day.
LC
There is no pleasure in drinking or smoking. Nothing beneficial to be gained. Even as I did it I knew it was stupid, there was no illusion that it would be different.
Anyway I am here, sober and smoke free, nearly through day 3.
I hope everyone is having a good and sober day.
LC
I was having a really bad day yesterday---I thought for a split second to drink.
Like I said a split second.
I Quit drinking--it has been 44 days.
I will not relaps.
We all have bad days and run into problems--drinking is not a cure all.
JUST DONT DO IT!
Like I said a split second.
I Quit drinking--it has been 44 days.
I will not relaps.
We all have bad days and run into problems--drinking is not a cure all.
JUST DONT DO IT!
I'm with you on day 3 also. I think about drinking obssessively right now. Love/hate back and forth, can't shake the vicious cycle in my head yet. I know I have to keep coming here and being reminded why picking up that first drink will bring
me
down
Hang in there!
:ghug3
me
down
Hang in there!
:ghug3
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