painter

Tomorrow I am going to court, to see what is going to happen to my AD. She has been in jail for a month now and this is her first apperance before a judge since turning herself in. She has not contacted me once. I just need to hear for myself what the judge says and not depend on the ADBF's family to TELL me what happened. I know it will not change a thing, I just want to see and hear for myself. Prayers please for my peace and for AD. Thanks.

Chino

You both have my prayers.

baxter

Prayers for the both of you.

GwenMarie30

Prayers for you and daughter also.

itisatruth

Add my prayers and positive thoughts for your peace of mind and the best for your daughter. Will be thinking about you tomorrow too -

Impurrfect

Hugs and prayers for you both.

Amy

rozied

Dear April, Prayers for you & your daughter.
I don't know if u read my recent posts but Joey is back in jail.
Good Luck tomorrow,
Love,
Diane

marle

Keeping you both in my prayers. I understand the need to know. Hugs, Marle

greeteachday

Thinking of you and keepingyou andyour daughter in my prayers.

mooselips

You and your daughter are in my thoughts and prayers...

ctrom40

Good Morning,

Sending more prayers for you and your daughter.

Be strong,

AquaBlue

Praying for you and your daughter, Painter.
Will be thinking of you today.
Hugs too.

beegee

Saying prayers for you both I hope your day goes better then you expect.

GwenMarie30

I hope things went as they should yesterday- with whatever that may be Painter. Just sending mom hugs to you today.:ghug

BBD

Keeping you all in my prayers that you had a somewhat good day today....big hugs, Bonnie

painter

Hi Guys!!!
Went to court. After looking around the court I saw my AD in the orange suit and cuffs sitting up front. She looked bloated from the pregnancy and pale. AND big. She is a tiny girl usually weighing about 97 lbs . Found out she is having twins. Boy and girl. How else can my world get crazy? I think she played the pregnant card. Said she ran cause she had just found out she was pregnant and was scared. Not true, she was still into the drugs and wasn't ready to give them up. Anyway the judge gave her 9 months with all but 1 month suspended. So she will get out in 30 days. I don't know if she saw me, but I looked at her the whole time and kept wondering who this girl is. My heart was breaking at all the dreams and hopes that are gone. I had a beautiful daughter that was college bound with the whole world at her feet and now it is all gone. Makes my mind go numb. Guess that is how my body works so I can keep putting one foot in front of the other. Thanks for listening. Love you guys. April

Impurrfect

(((April)))

Thanks for the update...I've been thinking about you and your daughter.

I totally understand the numb thing...my mind does the same thing, sometimes, and it does help us keep putting one foot in front of the other. Our bodies have an amazing survival instinct.

I hope she gets her act together...for her and the babies.

Hugs and prayers!

Amy

baxter

Isn't that such a weird feeling. If I happen to catch sight of my AD when we're out I do the same, wonder who that girl is. Was my life before drugs real, was my daughter real or just a story I read. Is she really the same girl that loved macaroni and cheese and chocolate ice cream, the one I hugged when she scraped her knees. I cry that I don't even know her anymore.

Numb is a good way to describe it I guess.

painter

Thanks, Baxter! My thoughts and words exactly. Before drugs seems all like a dream a sweet dream. My daughter was soooooo good when she was little I use to lay awake at nite and be afraid that God would take her from me. Guess I am paying for it all now. Now it all seems like a nightmare. I keep wondering when I will wake up. Thanks for your words and support.
Love, April

katie44

Sending hugs and prayers to you.