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I let myself slip backwards and the same lesson/pain was there for me to learn or experience. I am grateful for each day that gives me a new beginning. The lesson is that I can stop the pain and the cycle whenever I want. I can always start it again. My ex is not to blame. He's making his choices and I'm making mine. I need to choose differently, once again and I'll be ok. A quick fix is not going to help.

On a positive note,
I did pamper myself a little this weekend and spend time with my niece. My spirit is renewed when I'm with her. I teach her new things and she teaches me to remember myself as a little girl. Life doesn't have to be as difficult as I make it sometimes. I won't stop caring for my niece just as I can't stop caring for myself.

Thank you to all who keep sharing here!! The reinforcement does help when I don't feel so strong.