hopeforever

hi everyone,, i took abig break from theboard,,
i gues ithought that if i stop concentrating on me,, on the impact maybe it will stop me from alll the feelings i have,, but i see doesnt...
i see that im like achiken,, dont know how to feel ,, what to feel.
life is good tome in so so many wonderfull ways,,
and than so painfull in so many other ways. i guessjust liek to all.
i dont know why,, im so worried someone iknow might read all my posts,, or maybe im scared from myslef. i dont know how to explain my feelings...
im just saying hi and ihope if its good for me ill come back here ...
i see u all here still,, imiss u all and even when imnot here i always remeber all of you.. how u helped me so so much... and how much good things and bad there are in the world..
hugs to all u! thank u for letting me share!!
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Lovestoomuch

Hang in there hope. We've all felt that way a time or two. I like to write my thoughts down alot. Sometimes they don't make any sense and sometimes they do, but just getting them out on paper seems to work wonders.

ConcernedBigSis

Hi hope, nice to see you again. I hope you'll stay and keep posting, (((hopeforever)))

teke

hey hope, glad to hear that you are somewhat ok, i've missed you but i've been sort of gone too a little. i'm still praying for you and your family

rozied

Hi Hope nice to meet you.
SR is a very good place to be when you love an addict.
Keep coming bk.
Diane