Tomorrow...ugh
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Tomorrow...ugh
My mom is coming home tomorrow. Im happy that shes coming home, but i also wish she wasnt coming home. It has been so peaceful. I dont know. I feel so incredibly low for saying i dont want her to come home. I feel like its gonna be so much more stress. Taking care of the house, makeing sure she doesnt get stressed out. I know this is gonna be really hard. Its kinda like an eating disorder, Its so easy to develop and so hard to recovery from it.
Ok so today i did go to my Guidance Cousleurs office today and the 3 years i have been in that school, i have never realized that she goes to my church. How awkward. lol i think thats just so funny. haha shows how aware i am about the people around me... Our gc are organized by last name. so according to what your last name starts with is what consleur u get. I want to talk to her, but i mean she goes to my church. She sees me every sunday at church. I dont know. Lots running through my mind right now. I know i have been to her once..for the eating disorder thing. But the whole school knows about that. But serously how could i not have noticed her at church. Im such a blonde.
I had a really good day today and hopefully tomorrow i can be this happy.
We also have a family group, where we sit in a circle with other familys and their alcoholics in their life. And just talk, of course i dont say anything, but i still go. Its that whole counsler issue i have.
Take care
Ashley
Ok so today i did go to my Guidance Cousleurs office today and the 3 years i have been in that school, i have never realized that she goes to my church. How awkward. lol i think thats just so funny. haha shows how aware i am about the people around me... Our gc are organized by last name. so according to what your last name starts with is what consleur u get. I want to talk to her, but i mean she goes to my church. She sees me every sunday at church. I dont know. Lots running through my mind right now. I know i have been to her once..for the eating disorder thing. But the whole school knows about that. But serously how could i not have noticed her at church. Im such a blonde.
I had a really good day today and hopefully tomorrow i can be this happy.
We also have a family group, where we sit in a circle with other familys and their alcoholics in their life. And just talk, of course i dont say anything, but i still go. Its that whole counsler issue i have.
Take care
Ashley
Ashley, We get comfortable without them, easoer to go see them and leave than to have them underfoot.
Sure hope it goes well ! About the councelor, she understands all things and your conversations will be confidentual, I think the fact you go to the same church will be fine.
Family group sounds great. Keep us posted.
Sure hope it goes well ! About the councelor, she understands all things and your conversations will be confidentual, I think the fact you go to the same church will be fine.
Family group sounds great. Keep us posted.
Just take it a day at a time, Ash, and it will be ok. Hope you decide you can talk to the counselor; if not, can you ask to be switched to another, even though your name puts you with her?
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