SIB

Well that went by pretty quick and I'd have to say things are back to normal life for the most part. When I was drunk all the time nothing got done, everything got kicked down the road to be dealt with another time, if ever. So now things are taken care of, everything paid, everything cleaned, no feelings of guilt, embarrassment, being what I call "numbly naive" (ignoring serious issues).

Still taking time to build up whatever needs to be built up to deal with issues/problems/stress while sober but its happening too.

Its a much better life like this than drunk. When drunk, at least for me I had to stay drunk to deal with anxiety but obviously that is not a sustainable lifestyle in any form. Its just not worth it to take what I now have and toss it away, I'll find the excitement elsewhere to fill that hole.

Anna

Good job on accomplishing so much in such a short time. It's great to hear that you're doing really well.

Ghostlight1

Congratulations and great attitude. I get the feeling you're going to maintain your sobriety which is, of course, a big deal.
I had to stay drunk to deal with anxiety, too. And you are so right, it isn't a sustainable lifestyle. It almost killed me.
And nothing meaningful ever got done with me either.
Now I deal with things as they come along. I like to think my house is in order.

Thanks for your post. You are definitely a miracle in the making.
Best to you in sobriety.

Dee74

well done SIB congrats

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jimmyJlover

Strong work, stay on the bus

August252015

Great job! The 100 mark was a good shift forward in what I had been building and I hope it is for you too.

Dave42001

Great post thanks for sharing! Kudos to you on your 100+ days!

Wishing you the best.

Robert88

Congratulations on 100 days

Outonthetiles

Congrats on 100 days!!

dsmaxis10

Congratulations on 100 days!!! It's only going to get better!!!Hope your anxiety has completely gone away.

SIB

It indeed has, back when drinking I could barely drive the next day because it was so bad, now I have no care in the world aside from your normal day to day stuff - this was the feeling I envied when in the middle of that wild anxiety back then.