Psychosis and mania first 23 days

Old 04-01-2017, 11:31 AM
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It's been a ride studying history from the Sumerian to New Age it was amazing but it over for now at least today !!! AA and many other recovery tools made my paranoid madness turn to never drinking madness using schizophrenia as an asset !!!Using mania as an asset as well to study I gave up poker to study history Religion Freemasonary and Spiritualism and found out my brain is like the shamans who take DMT but my pinelal gland is super active but it always that way this time off year!!1 I'm not cursed I'm blessed silly me !!!! Today I was real irratable mad angry tired and dfiscontent and was around alcohol i didn't crave it I was scared that I was not Spiritually fit but I still didn't drink why using depression as an asset alcohol will make it 100 times worse!!! Took a nap favorite AA person I ever met Richard S. Speaking tonight were I set up a meeting so excited can't wate!!!
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Old 04-01-2017, 12:04 PM
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Enjoy the speaker meeting dsmaxis!

Good luck and many prayers
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Old 04-02-2017, 05:36 AM
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Finished amends which took 12 years to do and I lost the obsession to drink on day 14 today is day 24 now i'll relax and take it easy tenth step promises !!! Are true and real
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Nice job on day 24
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Well done on day 24 Dsmaxis!
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way to go dsmaxis

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I had an unfinished amend I didn't even think of to Harper Woods Police department Fire department and Ems already made that amend so as soon as realized it I bolted out the door straight top the Police Fire department and made amends !!! All clear now practicing the Four Absolutes instead of the four horsemen man I was high as the sky after the amend like when I won thousands playing poker and when I first watched porn and when I first drank do you get high from your AA program I do !!!
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Good job dm....I think there really is something to that pineal gland stuff.
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