120degrees0ut

I am 47 now. I think i became addicted to alcohol first drink. What i try to do now is fathom the effect alcohol has made on my life. Or correct words to use. I can remember when i was not yet addicted
I believe i became addicted at 17. Before i was addicted to alcohol..life was beautiful and everything fascinated me. I try to remember begore i became addicted..and i can relish in what LIFE truly offers us. I want to go back to that space in time before i ever needed this trash and continue to need it daily. I read a comment here and they were ansolutely correct..alcohol is an insidious LIE. Come get some more. I am almost hating it which could be a very good thing for me..its an evil SOB

120degrees0ut

When i am double talking and confusing u guys reading this.group sorry. When i was 17 i believe i truly became addicted and then i felt all the effects of withdrawal. I remember being very ill. Wed sit at beach and just pound bottles of bacardi rum. I remember everything. Getting ill. And pounding more. Thats when my addiction took HOLD

ScottFromWI

Welcome 120degrees. You can go back to those days and experience life without alcohol...many have done so and you can too.

sleepie

Glad you are here and trying 120degrees!