WillLess

Smashed a t bar. Right dow. It was such a beautiful day. Had to get on the bike. Ended up at 5 different b ars. I'm here now. Hoping to find some blow. What a disaster i am. I can't get out of the stool. I work 16 hours tomorrow. I should be at home. I can't leave. You all have been so awesome to me. Always have the best outlook on what u can do. I'm sorry.

trachemys

Call a cab, Will. Go home.

WillLess

It can't ever end it seems

Dee74

No need to be sorry Will - most of us have been where you are.
Think about getting home by cab or something, not on the bike, ok?

It's pretty fair to say that whatever you've been doing is not enough. Maybe it's time to call in dome reinforcement - AA or another recovery group perhaps?

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WillLess

I'm outside crying... I can't show this to the people I wrist. It can't end good. I do sorry. I'm sorry.

Dee74

Just call a cab, go home and get some rest Will. You won't solve anything right now.

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Soberintexas007

Going to AA meetings was the only thing that worked for me Will. SR has been a great adjunct source of support since I am home a lot and need recovery while I am home, but face to face meetings are where I truly was helped.

Have you thought about going to a 30 day inpatient rehab? That may be good for you to help you get 30 days.

SoberLeigh

Hi WillLess.

Call a cab. Don't get on your bike.

When you get home, drink plenty of water and get to bed.

Please check back in tomorrow to let us know you are okay.

Hevyn

Will - I'm glad you posted. I'm sorry you're feeling miserable right now - but here's where it can end. You sound disgusted and ready to give sobriety another shot. We know you can do it.

Don't be sorry Will - be determined - to turn this thing around. We're with you.

ScottFromWI

Hope you can find a safe ride home will...ask the bartender to call a cab or a safe ride program if you have one. The road is no place to be drunk on a bike. You can take care of things tomorrow.

PurpleKnight

The good bit about life is there is always another day to turn things around, as long as we're still alive and breathing!!

Tonight is done, it can't be changed, but tomorrow you can turn that corner and change things!!

Carbonized

These things happen. Just have to get back up again and keep the faith,

Jsbodhi

Hi!

Hope you made it home safe xoxo
It's such a bad feeling when you fall isnt it? Tomorrow is a new day.

Serenidad

Im sorry you're struggling. Drinking will never be fun again but sobriety can be amazing if u want it. Prayers...

soberclover

Don't give up. There truly are better days ahead.

WillLess

I'm home. I alive. I'm sorry.

you all have been there for me. I'm sorry I failed you. I drank. I did cocain to be able to ride my bike home. I could have not done what I did. I'm sorry.

WillLess

My wife know s I'm lie ing, sure won't say she knows. But she knows. I'm such a fool. I know I can't do what I try to do, but I try to do it. Failed again.

Dee74

thats the insanity of addiction right there will.

Don't worry about being sorry - just decide - if you want a different future then work for it - Start on Chapter two from tomorrow


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Carlotta

Thank God you did not get ran over. Like Dee says, it's the insanity of addiction.
Drink a lot of water so you have minimal hangover tomorrow and go to bed
I truly hope that the insanity of riding a bike high and drunk is your bottom.

Jsbodhi

I've done cociane to " sober up" too, be careful with that one, it's a dark road.