Healing Begins
Healing Begins
Wow. On May 3rd, I signed up here on the soberrecovery.com forums and managed to stay about 9 days sober before I hit the bottle again. Got back on track for a few days after that, and then lost it completely and went back to it full blown, with no hesitation at all. Today is my 2nd day sober. I am happy. Something is different this time around though. I have to be honest with you, I've given my life to Christ ........ again.
I'm sure many of you have heard it all before, but it's making a huge difference this time around. Having God on my side makes recovery feel like real recovery, and not a thousand attempts or more all by myself. Some of these recovery steps are much the same as yours. One day at a time, or for some of you, one minute or second at a time. Grace, love, and mercy with myself, as I also accept them from God. I think a huge part of this process is knowing God loves us and that we're to learn to see & love ourselves the way God sees & loves us. This is where healing begins. Really great song by a band called Tenth Avenue North called 'Healing Begins.' Want to share the lyrics with you guys:
HEALING BEGINS
So you thought you had to keep this up
All the work that you do
So we think that you're good
And you can't believe it's not enough
All the walls you built up
Are just glass on the outside
So let 'em fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
Afraid to let your secrets out
Everything that you hide
Can come crashing through the door now
But too scared to face all your fear
So you hide but you find
That the shame won't disappear
So let it fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now
We're here now, oh
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
Sparks will fly as grace collides
With the dark inside of us
So please don't fight
This coming light
Let this blood come cover us
His blood can cover us
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
I would also encourage you to listen to the song here at this link:
Healing Begins - Tenth Avenue North - w/lyrics - YouTube
Hope everyone is staying strong today!!
I'm sure many of you have heard it all before, but it's making a huge difference this time around. Having God on my side makes recovery feel like real recovery, and not a thousand attempts or more all by myself. Some of these recovery steps are much the same as yours. One day at a time, or for some of you, one minute or second at a time. Grace, love, and mercy with myself, as I also accept them from God. I think a huge part of this process is knowing God loves us and that we're to learn to see & love ourselves the way God sees & loves us. This is where healing begins. Really great song by a band called Tenth Avenue North called 'Healing Begins.' Want to share the lyrics with you guys:
HEALING BEGINS
So you thought you had to keep this up
All the work that you do
So we think that you're good
And you can't believe it's not enough
All the walls you built up
Are just glass on the outside
So let 'em fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
Afraid to let your secrets out
Everything that you hide
Can come crashing through the door now
But too scared to face all your fear
So you hide but you find
That the shame won't disappear
So let it fall down
There's freedom waiting in the sound
When you let your walls fall to the ground
We're here now
We're here now, oh
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
Sparks will fly as grace collides
With the dark inside of us
So please don't fight
This coming light
Let this blood come cover us
His blood can cover us
This is where the healing begins, oh
This is where the healing starts
When you come to where you're broken within
The light meets the dark
The light meets the dark
I would also encourage you to listen to the song here at this link:
Healing Begins - Tenth Avenue North - w/lyrics - YouTube
Hope everyone is staying strong today!!
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Thanks...I've never heard of them....beautiful song.
Lots of us have a heck of a time with that 1st step. For some of us our bottom is rather wimpy....lose our job, significant other leaves, go to jail, etc......still others get to death row still trying to be in control of things that we have no control over. At least thats my perspective.
Hope you have identified the problem with the 1st tries.
You can do it. Prayers your way.
Lots of us have a heck of a time with that 1st step. For some of us our bottom is rather wimpy....lose our job, significant other leaves, go to jail, etc......still others get to death row still trying to be in control of things that we have no control over. At least thats my perspective.
Hope you have identified the problem with the 1st tries.
You can do it. Prayers your way.
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