bagpussgirl

Well... not really sure what to make of it all. what lovely people.
Some of the stories were like holding a mirror up to me, it could have been me talking. I'm not ready for the word alcoholic yet but the similarities were there.

I feel like I'm not bad enough to stop yet... does that make sense? The thought of the wine in the fridge is playing on my mind like crazy.

AA wasn't at all as bad as I was expecting. My head is filled with all the stories people told .

I'll share more when I've had time to digest x

langkah

Good for you in taking that action, and I know what you mean about the mirror. That rattled me at first, or I should say instead what that meant rattled me at first.

savexourxship

That's a dangerous game to play. Why not just stop now, rather then having alcohol bring you to your knees, as it inevitability will.

bagpussgirl

I know what u mean. I guess it's just the denial that is talking. Had a bad few days and am thinking that I need to stop now. I feel sick with anxiety x

BillyPilgrim

Well done bagpuss, get the wine out of the fridge, give it away, or pour it down the drain

bagpussgirl

Thanks Billy. that wine is now gone but poured some red away this morning x

BillyPilgrim

I know what you say about the mirror thing. For all those years drinking you think it is only you who feels like that.............