dawnie24

I'm fed up of life I just wanna die better than shedding tears. I know I'm a cast out of my family. Even my bf hates me.

He got hold of my arms and shook me - I knew it was gonna happen he flung me againt my freezer

I hve to go he's coming
See you tomorrow

suki44883

Not sure what happened, but, keep yourself safe, dawnie.

Dee74

dawnie I'm not sure of your circumstances either...
but I hope you'll look at these links - when it's safe to - if you or your kids are suffering abuse:

Domestic violence: protecting yourself and getting help : Directgov - Crime and justice
Domestic Abuse Information

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soberlicious

Him putting hands on you is not okay.

Justfor1

Even if you are drinking it's not right for a man to put his hands on you. You seem like you have a good heart and are a good person. Remember we are sick people trying to get well not bad people trying to be good.

hereigo

Dawnie,

You do not want to die. Your tears are temporary, and when you take steps to improve your situation, you will see results.

With a man putting his hands on you violently, there is only one answer. And that is for YOU to fix it by either leaving or getting him to leave. It is easy to put a temporary legal restraining order on an abusive person, which can take place as soon as you just simply call the police. It isn't fun, but it gets the f****ing job done. Think about it, and if it is necessary, do it now. It is a minor blip in life, but it just might change yours.

Pick yourself up, girl. Come on now. As far as being cast out of your family, well, you really should not worry about that so much. Take care of yourself. You are among friends here, and most of us know similar difficulties in life.

be calm...be patient. the universe continues (with or without you).

You WILL smile again

Proceed with intelligence, not belligerence, okay? Namaste

We can only move one step at a time, but each step (if part of a plan) can lead to an improved life.


HIG

neferkamichael

Completely unacceptable that you are being treated violently Dawnie. Do not stand for it at all.

I'm Never Going To Give Up On My Goals. I Love My Children Forever

BillyPilgrim

Dawnie
They are all right in what they say, call the police, there is support out there, and they do take these things very seriously

dawnie24

He's not always like that tho can't understand why unless its coz he's jealous if I went to hit back he will ring police on me - but I can't ring police social services will take my children

BillyPilgrim

Dawnie
I dont know the circumstances
Ring the womens refuge, they can give proper advice
0161 660 7999

micealc

There are Friends....sober Friends near you willing to help....Take there advice.
Talk to the Police....Get a Restraining order Placed on him....Turn the Tables on Him....NOW.......No one ever Treats a woman like he Has you.Men may have got away with it years ago....not any more.

vichloe

The Jekyle and Hyde syndrome. He'll probably be telling how sorry he was last night, she just lost control..

He's probably told you if you call the cops social servies will take the kids, huh? I don't know the English laws.This sounds like a bad situation that will likely get worse. Where are the kids when this is going on?

I think it's time to kick him to the curb. This relationship cannot be helping with maintaning sobreity.

dawnie24

Apparently I flipped on everyone last night my dad as been on the phone to me and so as my sister my dad thought it was odd of me to be like that. My bf tried to stop me from lashing out at him when he did nothing wrong I've had to appologize to everyone , my sister only had her baby last night and he got took straight to special care unit and I was having ago at her I feel awful she didn't deserve it I had her bf in tears and her in tears I didn't know how heartless I was being

Now I need to change for the better coz I'm gonna lose everyone and everything coz I can't handle my anger and drink

I'm hoping laying in this bath is gunna make me realise , and think about my future for better life before everyone disown me

Jus wanna cry

BackToSquareOne

Hang in there Dawnie, all this will pass. Tomorrows another day.

dawnie24

Thanx why do I do these things

Dee74

Dawnie - relaxing in the bath is good and I hope it helps calm you down...but I think you need to do more than that.

Like you said on another thread, you have some thinking to do - I'd encourage you to do more than that tho and actually follow through with some kind of recovery plan.

Things can't go on the way they have been.

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mwstylee

Let me be the last to say, please don't stay

sugarbear1

Abuse is like alcoholism. Once it begins, it only progresses. That invisible line has been crossed. Your choice to get that male out of your life sooner than later.

Peace,

Hevyn

Dawnie - Please try again to stop this insanity. We know you can throw that poison out of your life and have a fresh start.

dawnie24

When I was in the bath I thought bout a lot an what I need to change