Life is a struggle
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Life is a struggle
It's 9 weeks.
Epiphanies. Quitting is like experiencing the chunks of frozen past break up inside one's self. I feel at times at total mercy to my mistakes, like a child in the face of the edifice of my own vulnerability. Life's a struggle. It dawned on me the other day.
Especially for sensative, addiction prone people. That's how it is. Maybe we lose sight of that, try and beat our boats back into childhood too much. As children, didn't we all want to be something? Pirates? Cowboys? Didn't we all want to join the struggle?
Thanks for listening for the past 9 months. I think I'll probably stop posting weakly updates now. It has been useful in terms of making time. I am rooting for you in your own struggles. May you be victorious, and may you revel in your victories.
Epiphanies. Quitting is like experiencing the chunks of frozen past break up inside one's self. I feel at times at total mercy to my mistakes, like a child in the face of the edifice of my own vulnerability. Life's a struggle. It dawned on me the other day.
Especially for sensative, addiction prone people. That's how it is. Maybe we lose sight of that, try and beat our boats back into childhood too much. As children, didn't we all want to be something? Pirates? Cowboys? Didn't we all want to join the struggle?
Thanks for listening for the past 9 months. I think I'll probably stop posting weakly updates now. It has been useful in terms of making time. I am rooting for you in your own struggles. May you be victorious, and may you revel in your victories.
Last edited by davaidavai; 01-04-2012 at 01:08 PM. Reason: misspelling
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congratulations on 9 weeks davaidavai 
I found as I went on, life continued to be turbulent (whose isn't?), but I learned to ride the waves better....
I've dealt with a lot of things from my past. I'm comfortable with who I've become...and, while I'm not always serene and peaceful, I've found a sense of serenity and peace that travels with me always and that I can draw on.
I wish the same for you too. Good luck on your continued journey
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I found as I went on, life continued to be turbulent (whose isn't?), but I learned to ride the waves better....
I've dealt with a lot of things from my past. I'm comfortable with who I've become...and, while I'm not always serene and peaceful, I've found a sense of serenity and peace that travels with me always and that I can draw on.
I wish the same for you too. Good luck on your continued journey
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