dawnie24

Here we go again day 1 and I feel like **** ... I don't think I'm ever gona stop like am not strong enough. I keep thinkin somethin gonna happen to me or am gonna turn strange like hearin voices in my head etc its to scary for me to go through that

My bf said if I have another drink him and the 3 kids have gone and he wil force me into rehab I was waitin for it

If I don't stop drinkin ill end up in hospital or dead its the truth and I think I need to face upto reality and stop before I lose everythin and everyone who I love dearly or end up 6 foot under

quitforme79

Maybe rehab is not such a bad idea Dawnie...you can get a lot of help there and just focus on yourself rather than the whole family

dawnie24

The only downside to rehab is my children are on child protection the SS don't know bout £e drinkin

Dee74

I think rehab might be a good idea too - wouldn't your family look after the kids?

I think you definitely need more support Dawnie - of some kind - have you thought of recovery groups like AA?

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quitforme79

I would think SS would see it as a positive that you are going to rehab, you know? AA is a great idea too...

dawnie24

Noones allowed to look after my children well their on child protection ppl have to have police checks on them and everythin

And I'm gonna try AA that way I can look after my kids at same time

dawnie24

I'd rather do AA forme coz my kids need me and noone else allowed to have em plus I can't live a day without them it'll kill me