IMHomerSimpson

its right on track with me,slowly needing more and now changing habitual ways,im doomed, up to 15 -20 beers a day now,creatin ruckus,yall know

IMHomerSimpson

and im just wasted and confused and uncomfotable and tired and hungry and lonely,and surrounded by food but im hungry,broke open the bottle of kahglua ansd i only beer drinker just for alcophol,outside world luvin my cherry attitude but insiders pay the price of bad mood

CarolD

I am sad to see this Patrick...
but
you are still alive!

Detox and a treatment center time??

Blessings

leviathon

Welcome to SR, perhaps detox is a good way to go. I know it helped me and I wasn't drinking as much as you. Close but not that much.

Peace, Levi

thejig

we won't give up on you.......don't give up on yourself, K?
Love,
Jig

Grasshopper

there is hope and help.The door is always open.We will keep your coffee warm for you.

laurie6781

Yes Patrick you are progressing, and it will continue to get worse.

Like Carol D asked. Are you ready now for detox and a treatment center?

Your posts seem to suggest you are getting really miserable, wouldn't you like a better life? How about it?

Keep posting Patrick we do care.

Love and hugs,

Steve58

Hi Pat,

Thanks for checking in, we're still here and we still care!

Thats a lot of beer, every day. I dont want to scare you, but no good will come of that. Please get what ever help you need, your body will only take so much. Make the choice before it is made for you.

Please stay with us and let us know how you are doing!

Hugs and Prayers!

Steve

IMHomerSimpson

No alcohol today with no plans of drinking tomorrow either.Finally put up the xmas tree and some decorating.I had surgery 5 weeks ago and was immobile for 3-4 weeks,drank no less cuz instead of painkillers i was using alcohol to rid my pain,depression set in soon after surgery and alcohol just compounding bad feelings.Im still semi-healthy at 37 years old but addicted to alcohol and use the denial game after couple sober days.Man,i put on a good front that Im the happy guy,the fun guy but in reality Im having some real mental issues.Thanx for the feedback

CarolD

My "mental issues" are why I quit drinking.
Within 3 months my long term depression fled.

It took about 6 months for my brain to return to
it's former capacity.

Hugs..

Steve58

Good going, Pat, see, it can be done!

Take Care,
S

NoMoBeer

What are you going to do about it?

Stobert

Same here, and with the mental issues came huge emotional swings, depression and the bizarre behavior that results. I made decisions and judgements that, in the light of sober reflection, are chillingly insane but seemed perfectly reasonable and rational at the time.