UnixBer

Funny thing is my brewing kit almost exploded due to pressure. I put in too much water and used quickyeast. To make it come faster. And it sure did.

The lid of the can is deformed to the point of saying 'have you been to tshernobyl?'. I will finish the barrel and start hopefully a new thread when i'm sober. It would work out the best, and my threat currently is possible legal problems with facebook. I hope they don't raise charges for my words.

SoberLeigh

Looking forward to your sober thread, Unixber.

SoberLeigh

Please stay close us.

Kristoff

I have just read your thread UnixBer......an old timer in AA said to me once..'when you've had enough lad, you'll stop, you'll have to'.

Wishing you well.

UnixBer

Thank you all. You've been such a blessing to such as me.

UnixBer

I'm drinking now... but I intend to stop. Homemade wine.

bimbott

Are you for real? Or is this a joke? I'm sorry, but I find your flippancy a bit disrespectful to those newly sober people who have made a commitment to stay sober, particularly to those whose lives have nearly been destroyed by drinking. I hope you find the help you need.

UnixBer

For real? Yes real as Yes is written here.

I'm sorry but I'm in the trap of drinking just trying to find help, support, whatever like you are. I am drunk but realized just now that I may have made a wrong decision leaving my woman. So I'm not in a mood for lectures. For that matter.

UnixBer

I was just strolling around town with a knife in hand but no cop would stop me and arrest me. I hate making such critical mistakes, and it is all my fault, added the alcohol. I have an outburst of anger which is directed to almost any human I see. Better stay indoors... for now.

UnixBer

I feel like an angry soul right now. I will stop drinking true but also I feel so deranged. I cannot cry. I could not do so for 10 years. An effect of drugs, maybe. But there is something wrong with my body.

UnixBer

I feel so frustrated, hateful and angry.

ScottFromWI

The emergency room or calling 911 is probably the best option for you now Unix. If you are sober enough to understand this please call. You are a danger to others around you at this point.