xJustBreathex

i dont know if this is the right place to post this... feel free to move if nece.ssary.

i am an alcoholic. struggling off and on for 13 years. recently i hit a bottom and managed to maintain four months of continuous sobriety. i was healthy happy and felt freer than i have in my life

i relapsed jan 13 and cant get it back. i make a week maybe... and fall back. i read something recently about how its possible to miss your rock bottom. i am a low bottom drunk and have seen a few.

i feel completely spritually bankrupt. the things i did when i got my most sobriety arent working.

im scared im going to be one of the ones who have to die.

advbike

Well you certainly don't need to die, but you probably need to think about what happened and what you need to do going forward.

What caused you to relapse? Have you tried AA for support?

advbike

I just read your post from a couple of weeks ago Rachelle. Sounds like you just need to keep going to meetings and work your program harder. The old timers will tell you one day at a time is the best way to accumulate years of sobriety.

Dee74

Have you thought about going to AA again?

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