Class of July 2013 Pt 10
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Hi all, matinee show today at my theatre group, then home, then driving back to the city tomorrow for a final rehearsal. I think I'm going to have to cave and take an Ativan tonight. So tired and headachey. And I don't want to let my acting group down tomorrow by not giving of my best.
Thanks, Bob, I think it's best not to go to New York. I was thinking all my sibs, incl my late sis are Capricorns, birthdays within days of each other and I'm Sagittarius. Never really thought much about astrology, but I have always felt different from them, always a bit of an outsider in the family. Wonder if there's anything to it. Might read up a little. I've got to get a handle on feeling pushed out by the family, even more now that they know I'm sober!
Thanks, Bob, I think it's best not to go to New York. I was thinking all my sibs, incl my late sis are Capricorns, birthdays within days of each other and I'm Sagittarius. Never really thought much about astrology, but I have always felt different from them, always a bit of an outsider in the family. Wonder if there's anything to it. Might read up a little. I've got to get a handle on feeling pushed out by the family, even more now that they know I'm sober!
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Had a bit of a melt down this aft. Couldn't stop crying. Feel overwhelmed and tired. All my colleagues at the acting group did such fabulous performances at the show, I just don't think I could ever deal with a lot of memorization, stage fright. I don't think it's for me. I feel very sad.
I called my psych and asked him about going back on Ativan which he thinks i should. I feel so disappointed i didn't want to go back on benzos.
I called my psych and asked him about going back on Ativan which he thinks i should. I feel so disappointed i didn't want to go back on benzos.
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Leshar , sweetie , you are doing the right thing .
I'm glad you called your psych , when i went off my ADs i couldn't stop crying , didn't know what was the matter with me .
I cant believe how one tiny tablet , once a day can change the colour of my world from hazy grey , to in the pink .
Give it time to kick in , but you are doing the right thing and recognising you are in trouble is the first step forward.
Leshar
, you are gonna be ok 
You will overcome this hiccup .
My 2 sisters are capricorns and my eldest is as feisty as hell . She is always picking fights . Has done all our lives , i just withdraw from her when she is in these moods , which is most of the time lol .
It's really funny , I'm not really into astrology but nearly every friend i have is Aquarian , i am too .
I have yet to meet an aquarian i dont like . It's quite bizarre!
Xx
I'm glad you called your psych , when i went off my ADs i couldn't stop crying , didn't know what was the matter with me .
I cant believe how one tiny tablet , once a day can change the colour of my world from hazy grey , to in the pink .
Give it time to kick in , but you are doing the right thing and recognising you are in trouble is the first step forward.
Leshar
, you are gonna be ok You will overcome this hiccup .
My 2 sisters are capricorns and my eldest is as feisty as hell . She is always picking fights . Has done all our lives , i just withdraw from her when she is in these moods , which is most of the time lol .
It's really funny , I'm not really into astrology but nearly every friend i have is Aquarian , i am too .
I have yet to meet an aquarian i dont like . It's quite bizarre!
Xx
i get the results of my ultrasound , plz send me good vibes , my friends .
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Best wishes, Snoozy.
You and all my friends here will be in my prayers tonight.
I think I might spend a little money on buying a new toy Friday.
My chainsaw broke for good earlier this week and I have my eye on a nice new model.
Easter is at my house this year. So we've been busy cleaning and getting ready for that.
Looks like it's going to be leg of lamb this year.
You and all my friends here will be in my prayers tonight.
I think I might spend a little money on buying a new toy Friday.
My chainsaw broke for good earlier this week and I have my eye on a nice new model.
Easter is at my house this year. So we've been busy cleaning and getting ready for that.
Looks like it's going to be leg of lamb this year.
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Originally Posted by Leshar 
Had a bit of a melt down this aft. Couldn't stop crying. Feel overwhelmed and tired. All my colleagues at the acting group did such fabulous performances at the show, I just don't think I could ever deal with a lot of memorization, stage fright. I don't think it's for me. I feel very sad.
I called my psych and asked him about going back on Ativan which he thinks i should. I feel so disappointed i didn't want to go back on benzos.
I called my psych and asked him about going back on Ativan which he thinks i should. I feel so disappointed i didn't want to go back on benzos.
Are you eating properly? Fresh fruit and veges? I'm not saying don't take the medication, of course...but I do find if I'm not eating good fresh food and looking after myself, the rest suffers. We eat so much sugar....and yes....giving up alcohol seems to make it worse!
I know previously you'd mentioned you weren't eating well/cooking microwave meals? I also notice an improvement if I take a probiotic. Processed food has so much garbage in it, I'm not sure why or how we expect to feel like we are firing at our best when we eat it.
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Originally Posted by SnoozyQ
Eeep ! I'm assuming they are open tomorrow , receptionist didn't say anything ..i was just gonna pop in. 
Or were you planning that so you can binge on chocolate eggs obliviously this weekend? Hehe.xx
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Snoozy dear, I do hope you get the results before the weekend.
I am thinking of you!
Love your avatar by the way! I think I'll treat myself to some type of Easter egg this weekend.
Croissant, thanks so much. I am eating better for the most part, but when I get tired, I don't have the energy to shop, so I do eat processed food. Thanks, I'll read that article later.
I took an Ativan 0.5 mg, and whilst I slept, I feel terribly "hung over" this am, and weepy still.
I'm reminded of one of the WFS principles: "Enthusiasm is my daily exercise"
I resolve to work on this today!
Hope everyone is looking forward to a good w/end.
Bob, chainsaws terrify me! I am very sure you're a whiz though. Leg of lamb sounds yummy!
I am thinking of you!
Love your avatar by the way! I think I'll treat myself to some type of Easter egg this weekend.
Croissant, thanks so much. I am eating better for the most part, but when I get tired, I don't have the energy to shop, so I do eat processed food. Thanks, I'll read that article later.
I took an Ativan 0.5 mg, and whilst I slept, I feel terribly "hung over" this am, and weepy still.
I'm reminded of one of the WFS principles: "Enthusiasm is my daily exercise"
I resolve to work on this today!
Hope everyone is looking forward to a good w/end.
Bob, chainsaws terrify me! I am very sure you're a whiz though. Leg of lamb sounds yummy!
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Originally Posted by Leshar
Bob, chainsaws terrify me! I am very sure you're a whiz though. Leg of lamb sounds yummy!
Heavy garlic and rosemary leg of lamb with some mint sauce.
That's the plan for Sunday.
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