golf99

What a nightmare! I've been on a 3 month wild ride to 'bottom-outville'. I'm glad I returned to this sight. My last shot of hydro and Benzo's was wednesday night. I was in RE-hab. for 1 day, yep 1 day. New job opened up so I had to leave, I'm semi-OK though. Home and getting an ass grilling from the wife, "how could I do this to the family" and so on. I'm trying to relax with music and walking on treadmill. My head is pounding. Talk soon! Best to all!!

shockozulu

good to read ya golf.

welcome back.

golf99

Good to read you as well!

Done_With_It

Glad your here. Good luck with all the stuff going on with you. :-)

golf99

Thanks so much! I appreciate everyone.

Done_With_It

How are you feeling? I hope the new job will help take your focus off detoxing and help you think about something new and good. How is that part going? I think if I tried a new job when I first detoxed, I'd have lost it. So I admire what you are doing.

golf99

Doing OK. Day 3. I found a source of strength in a book called, 'Victory secrets of Attila the Hun'. Crazy name huh? It talks about inner strength and the ability to overcome ones fears. I'm looking at it as a power to detox, I'm doing it. I remember when I left detox yesterday the counselor told me I'd fail. I'm out to prove to myself I'm strong. I'm tired of failing. Thanks for your concern.
Best Always,
Golf

LittleC

Stay strong! Things are hard at first, and people always told me I would fail, but here I am 3 years clean!! Believe in yourself and you can acomplish anything!!!

Little C

golf99

Thank You LittleC, I always appreciate kind words.

roses2005

Hey sweetie,
Been there and done that! Going on 17 months. Just some inspiration to keep you going. Keep posting and let us know how your doing. Best of luck, and Keep up the good work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jennifer

golf99

Thank You ROSES!

REZ

Try going to NA meetings. I know that I couldn't have stayed clean without the experience, strength, and hope I found there.

Time2Surrender

Congrats on 3 days.

Jane63

**{golf}}
Good to see you back and congrats on the 3-days and new job!!
Stick with it and not only prove yourself wrong but that rehab counselor also!! {woot woot!!! } Keep focusing and coming here to post! Help/support is never far away!!
**{HUGS}}
Jane