cloudy

Man. I am moody and irritable and it's not pms. It's like some kind of hair trigger - it is taking barely anything to irritate me. Now granted some of the stuff IS probably genuinely irritating but still.

that's all, just writing about it. not much to say really

BlueMoon

Me too? Me too???
and kin we hav hot coco wif marfmellows an sum fwosted cookees befor bed???

I'm just a grumpy b!tch tonite too. MORE so cuz I can't go to bed yet, have to finish getting the 5 grand-daughters gifts put together - then wrap them in festive white garbage bags (cuz that's all I got)

I think I'd kill for some nice FUDGE right now!


Blue

cloudy

ok I just read a really good post over at Naranon, it's the AA page on ACCEPTANCE. Posted by Frankie B.

Pretty good stuff

((Blue Moon))
((Idget))

and my cat came and sat on my lap and was watching the "mouse" move on the screen :-)

BlueMoon

(sniffle)
does that mean we don't get a warm bath, flannel jammies and sheets, hot coco and FUDGE?!?!??

(hi kittykittykitty!)

Thanks for the point to the article - will definitely check it out!

**hugs**

Blue

cloudy

oh contrair! (sp?) it means there must be at least one special comfort EVERY day! :-)

reader

Oh I know what u mean cloudy!! there are days if my poor hubby even looks at me crossed eyed I feel the claws coming out!!! Idget's ideas are great I may try them too!!!

cwohio

hey blue - still need a fudge fix? my neighbor brought me over a whole container - peanut butter, some with pecans and some just plain ole smooth, melt-in-you-mouth, creamy, chocolatey and sinfully rich fudge. i'll eat a piece for you kay?

BlueMoon

ooooooooooh! YES! Eat a piece of each kind for me ok?!!?
Man that sounds good!

I got my 'sugar fix' earlier tonite at son's house - the 3 older g-girls all decorated cookies especially for me (1/2" of frosting and another 1/4" of colored sugar) - annnnnnnnnd - a box of chocolate covered cherries! mmm mmmmmmmmmmm!

Wanna trade some???

Blue

rookknight65

Hey it's Christmas, you're entittled to feel however you feel. I'm at work till midnight. Really want to get home to the kids. Have to eat too much of this good home cooked food at work tonight. Alas :elfball Going to get more fudge myself from the breakroom.

BlueMoon

FUDGE! Everyones' eatin' fudge but ME!!! wahhhhhhh - lol

I used to BEG my boss to puh-leeeeze schedule me for both Thanksgiving AND Christmas so I'd have an excuse to NOT go to the in-law's drunken brawl - (wistful sighs - ahhhhh - the bad ol' days!!)

The big perk of having to work those holidays was the FOOD + GOODIES that everyone would bring in! MMMM MMMMM!

Rookknight - will you + your kids have Christmas tomorrow then?? When my son was going up + I was a single mom, we only actually celebrated Christmas ON Dec. 24 or 25 ONCE. Whatever works!

Blessings,
Blue

cloudy

http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...-aa-80900.html

BlueMoon

That particular passage has been my absolute favorite in the big book since I first read it almost 14 years ago!
It's kept me from totally falling apart more times than I could possibly count.

It never fails to amaze me how when I tend to forget it, there is always someone there to remind me.

Thank you!

Blessings,
Blue

cloudy

You are welcome, glad it was good to you :-) I was glad to see it also. The timing was very good, and it really got to me. I think I might get one of those Big Books.

rookknight65

Hey Bluemoon, No I had to be at work at 3:30pm so I got most of the day with them. We got up at 6am and went wild with the Santa stuff. The magic was very much there and I thought at the time to really enjoy it because it really is precious and fleeting. My kids are the greatest. Thanks.