Luckyv2

I came to this site with no HOPE
I had to give up drinking and dope

It has been 213 days ago
That I joined SR and didn't know how to post

I kept coming here to this site
Some days were bad but yet some were bright

I was only 26 days clean and sober when I got here
I was lost with out my dope and beer

Yet they grabbed ahold of me
And said that ONE day I would be free

Free from the shame, guilt, and hurt
I haven't found anyone with the name of Kurt

But I stayed with a lot of doubt
Sometimes I would post "I am leaving SR" with a shout!

I felt so alone and didn't belong
I kept on sharing that aweful song

I kept on saying that life wasn't fair
They hung on to me even when I was a bear

I don't know why I Kept Coming Back
Maybe I was finally done with that sack

Through Everything that I have been through
Even the times that I was very rude

They kept on loving me with there hearts
They would not let me grow apart

They would say I am a part of
I didn't feel like a white dove

Yet something has changed in the past month or so
I don't even want alcohol or blow

I don't think of it very much
I used to have to have it for breakfast, dinner and lunch

I just want everyone here to know
That because of your love I don't have to use blow

That you have given me life today
I even get on my knees to pray

Today I don't pray for anything for me
Because My HP and SR have set me free

Today I pray for that man under the bridge
Or that person who is to close to the ridge

I pray for the newcomers who come into the room
I sometimes even will pick up the broom

We together can beat this damn disease
All you have to do is say please

Please take this desire away and let me BE
Excuse me now I must go read..

Written by
Vic

November 21, 2005

Leroy L

Glad you stuck around. God Bless you one day at a time LeroyL

Luckyv2

I don't understand this LMAO I have been figuring this out 30 times 7 = 210 yet in 7 more days I would have 8 months I must be really tired anyway I am not going to stress over trying to figure all of this out right now I have edited and edited and I am done LOL>>>someone else more smart can figure out but I even got out the calender and counted don't make sense to me..

OK LOVE YOU ALL>>>

Vic