JackCoke

Hello,

This is JackCoke.

I have been a "supporter" of The Minority Female Addict (TMFA) for about 3 1/2 to 4 years.

Total amount of mobey spent is in the 6 figures.

Houston, WE have a problem.

Observations and Experiences include:
"Whenever I buy alcohol for TMFA ...Bad things happen. It is almost like another Newton's Law.

Money given for X......goes to Y.

Night is the new day. Throw normal business hours out the window.

The Truth I want to hear....versus...the Lies?that are?Really being told. a.k.a. "The FOOL is last to know."

TMFA leading or being around me == I am getting sick..physically.

Key words:
Consideration
Responsibility
Accountability
Dependability
Timeliness
In sum..."PRUDENCE"
... in all cases, a LACK of.

Emotions:/States of mind:
Tired/Fatigue/Exhaustion
Frustration
Dumbfoundedness/Incredulity/Baffledness
Anger (as a last resort)
Confusion
"Vortex"/Magnetism/Thrill/Interest/Excitedness
Fulfillment in providing/assisting/"Helping"
Legal/Social/Financial and situational encounters that would normally NEVER DO, BE?AROUND, INTERACT WITH...
Daily Misunderstandings
Lack of progress with RARE EXCEPTIONS
Smaller = Better, Larger = Badder
Forget grocery list....list of stupid ******** things involved in.

Tired. Sad. Mad. Confused. Satisfiying to be doing something while avoiding other personal problems/fake family member bitch abuser manipulator exploiter and con artiste galore.

/s/ JackCoke

faith823

Hello JackCoke,

I have been there very recently- Tired.Sad.Mad.Confused. Things are getting better one day at a time- I have 16 days and I ALL ready feel better physically and mentally.

Your post is witty, creative and full of wisdom. Posting here taking action is wonderful. That talented force within you is done/calling you out! It is capable of getting Sober, staying Sober. You definitely deserve
better.

The support here is mind blowing and invaluable. There is alot of solid sobriety on these boards and these people posting are helping me obtain a day at a time.