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Old 04-19-2018, 03:43 PM
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I hurt

I feel hurt deeply I can't escape from the past at the crisis center but I have hiding away because of the hurt I can't find the words anymore I don't want to hurt any more why can't it stop I don't want to live like this sorry I can't do this
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Old 04-19-2018, 03:51 PM
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GMS are you still at the crisis centre?
its really important you tell someone how you feel.

We're all rooting for you here

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Old 04-19-2018, 03:54 PM
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If you continue to hide, you’ll never have hope of getting beyond it.

The people at the crisis center have tools and skills that can help.

Surely it’s worth a try to confide a few things.
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Old 04-19-2018, 04:06 PM
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GMS, please talk to the people at the crisis centre and tell them how you feel. They will be able to help you. Please reach out and speak to them. I'm so sorry you are feeling so low. I hope that you can find some peace.
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Old 04-19-2018, 04:19 PM
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Don't feel safe, want to say instead of keeping it in wanted to cry but I can't it hurts too much I have to leave here tomorrow my husband wants me home I love my husband but all he seems to do is shout at me am garbage am dirt not worth saving every one is better off without me I cause pain
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Old 04-19-2018, 05:00 PM
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This Is NOT true GSM and you know this, deep down.
Do you have any safe places like with family or friends who are understanding that you could stay with until you could get to the crisis centre?
Also- I would be your own best advocate here- I know you WANT better for yourself- so I would push them hard for some help. You are definitely sounding in crisis.


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Old 04-19-2018, 05:24 PM
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GMS, have you told the people at the crisis centre about the problems in your homelife? Maybe it would be better to stay there for another day or two? Or perhaps they can offer some kind of assistance to you and your husband?

I'm so sorry that you are struggling so much. Please know that I am sending you good thoughts.
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GMS...you ARE safe at the crisis center. That is their entire purpose; to keep you safe. I don't like the idea of you leaving there and going home to a husband that screams at you. That is not a good environment for anyone!

Please, please...let the people at the center help you. (((HUGS))) We all care about you!
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Old 04-19-2018, 05:39 PM
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I talked with them I listening to classical trying to calm down am so tired they said that I need to take it at a day at a time I think am worried I don't feel safe without support I need my husband to take me places as I don't trust myself
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Old 04-19-2018, 05:42 PM
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You are safe at the crisis center GMS. Please tell them how much you hurt. I hope you can stay there longer. We care about you. You are wonderful, kind and loving.
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GMS, I'm sending up some prayers for you to get the help you need. As the others said, you are cared about & loved by us - please never think of yourself as unworthy. You are meant to be here.
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I am glad that you talked to the people at the crisis center, GMS. I hope that you continue to do so.

We love you, GMS; you do not cause us pain; please keep talking to us.
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Old 04-19-2018, 06:01 PM
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Please try and relax, GMS. Trust the people in the crisis center. They are there to help you.

What you're doing takes courage, I admire you for that! I believe you're a lot stronger than you realize.

One day at a time sounds like excellent advice. Fretting about yesterday or tomorrow serves no purpose. You're doing a fantastic job of reaching out for support. You should be so proud of yourself!

Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
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Old 04-20-2018, 10:26 AM
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How are you today, GMS?
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Old 04-20-2018, 10:54 AM
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GMS, I'm glad you are safe and still at the crisis centre. I think that is the safest place for you at the moment. Have faith that the people there are doing what is best for you.
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